The Doves' Nest, and Other StoriesMansfield, Katherine
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The Doves' Nest, and Other Stories
Mansfield, Katherine
Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
Now the church clock sounded from outside, slow, languid, faint, as if
it chimed the half hour in its sleep. She felt under the pillow for
her watch; yes, it said the same. Half-past four. Three and a half
hours before Warner came in with her tea. Oh dear, would she be able
to stand it? She moved her legs restlessly. And, staring at the prim,
severe face of the watch, it seemed to her that the hands—the minute
hand especially—knew that she was watching them and held back—just a
very little—on purpose.... Very strange, she had never got over the
feeling that watch hated her. It had been Henry’s. Twenty years ago, when
standing by poor Henry’s bed, she had taken it into her hands for the
first time and wound it, it had felt cold and heavy. And two days later,
when she undid a hook of her crape bodice and thrust it inside, it had
lain in her bosom like a stone.... It had never felt at home there. Its
place was—ticking, keeping perfect time, against Henry’s firm ribs. It
had never trusted her, just as he had never trusted her in those ways.
And on the rare occasions when she had forgotten to wind it, she had felt
a pang of almost terror, and she had murmured as she fitted the little
key: “Forgive me, Henry!”
Old Mrs. Travers sighed, and pushed the watch under the pillow again.
It seemed to her that lately this feeling that it hated her had become
more definite.... Perhaps that was because she looked at it so often,
especially now that she was away from home. Foreign clocks never go.
They are always stopped at twenty minutes to two. Twenty minutes to two!
Such an unpleasant time, neither one thing nor the other. If one arrived
anywhere lunch was over and it was too early to expect a cup of tea....
But she mustn’t begin thinking about tea. Old Mrs. Travers pulled herself
up in the bed, and like a tired baby, she lifted her arms and let them
fall on the eiderdown.
The room was gay with morning light. The big French window on to the
balcony was open and the palm outside flung its quivering spider-like
shadow over the bedroom walls. Although their hotel did not face the
front, at this early hour you could smell the sea, you could hear it
breathing, and flying high on golden wings sea-gulls skimmed past. How
peaceful the sky looked, as though it was tenderly smiling! Far away—far
away from this satin-stripe wallpaper, the glass-covered table, the
yellow brocade sofa and chairs, and the mirrors that showed you your side
view, your back view, your three-quarters view as well.
Ernestine had been enthusiastic about this room.
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