The Draytons and the Davenants : $b A story of the Civil WarsCharles, Elizabeth Rundle
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The Draytons and the Davenants : $b A story of the Civil Wars
Charles, Elizabeth Rundle
Great Britain -- History -- Civil War, 1642-1649 -- Fiction
All mothers certainly do not possess it. On some, on the contrary,
the motherly love which passionately enfolds those within is too like
a bristling fortification of jealousy and exclusiveness to those
without. Or rather (that I dishonour not the most sacred thing in
our nature), I should say, the mother's love which is from above is
lowered and narrowed into a passion by the selfishness which is not
from above. And some unmarried women possess it, some little maidens
even who from infancy draw the little ones to them by a soft
irresistible attraction, and seem to fold them under soft dove-like
plumage. Without something of it women are not women, but only
weaker, and shriller, and smaller men. But where, as in Lady Lucy,
the whole being is steeped in it, it seems to me the sweetest,
strongest, most irresistible power on earth, to control, and bless,
and purify, and raise, and the truest incarnation (I cannot say
anything so cold as image), the truest embodying and ensouling of
what is divine.
But that night it so chanced that I, who had fallen asleep lapped in
sweet memories of Lady Lucy and in the protection of Aunt Gretel's
presence, awakened by the long roll of a thunder-peal which seemed as
if it never would end.
For some time I tried to hide myself from the flash and the terrific
sound under the bed-clothes. But it would not do. At length I
sprang speechless from my little bed to Aunt Gretel's. She took me
in close to her. And there, with my head on her shoulder, speech
came back to me, and I said, in a frightened whisper (for it seemed
to me like speaking in church),--
"Aunt Gretel, will the last trumpet be like that?"
"I do not know, Olive," said she quietly. "More awful, I think, yet
plainer, for we shall all understand it, even those in the graves;
and it will call us home."
"O Aunt Gretel," I said at last, "can it have anything to do with the
May-pole?"
"What, sweet heart! the thunder?"
"It is God's voice, is it not? Does not the Bible say so? And it
does sound like an angry voice," I whispered, for the windows were
rattling and the house was quivering with the repeated peals, as if
in the grasp of a terrible giant.
"There is much indeed to make the good God angry, my lamb, much more
than May-poles."
"Yes," said I, "there were the three gentlemen in the pillory! That
must have been worse certainly. But do you think God can be angry
with me, Aunt Gretel?"
"For what, sweet heart?"
"For loving Lady Lucy," said I; "she is so very sweet."
"God is never angry with any one for loving," said Aunt Gretel, "only
for not loving. But there is a better voice of God than the thunder,
Olive," added she. "A voice that does not roar but speaks, sweet
heart. Hast thou never heard that?"
I was silent, for I half guessed what she meant.
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