Horror tales; Nightmares -- Fiction; Short stories
"Now I guess I'd better tell the whole thing or you'll be going off
and putting me down as a lunatic. Don't interrupt me, any of you! I
want to get this thing off my mind. You all know that I'm not a very
imaginative man; but there's a thing, purely a figment of imagination,
that has haunted me since babyhood. A dream!" He fairly cringed back in
his chair as he muttered, "A dream! and God, what a dream! The first
time--no, I can't remember the first time I ever dreamed it--I've been
dreaming the hellish thing ever since I can remember. Now it's this
way: there is a sort of bungalow, set upon a hill in the midst of
wide grasslands--not unlike this estate; but this scene is in Africa.
And I am living there with a sort of servant, a Hindoo. Just why I am
there is never clear to my waking mind, though I am always aware of
the reason in my dreams. As a man of a dream, I remember my past life
(a life which in no way corresponds with my waking life), but when I
am awake my subconscious mind fails to transmit these impressions.
However, I think that I am a fugitive from justice and the Hindoo
is also a fugitive. How the bungalow came to be there I can never
remember, nor do I know in what part of Africa it is, though all these
things are known to my dream self. But the bungalow is a small one
of a very few rooms, and is situated upon the top of the hill, as I
said. There are no other hills about and the grasslands stretch to the
horizon in every direction; knee-high in some places, waist-high in
others.
"Now the dream always opens as I am coming up the hill, just as the sun
is beginning to set. I am carrying a broken rifle and I have been on
a hunting trip; how the rifle was broken, and the full details of the
trip, I clearly remember--dreaming. But never upon waking. It is just
as if a curtain were suddenly raised and a drama began; or just as if I
were suddenly transferred to another man's body and life, remembering
past years of that life, and not cognizant of any other existence. And
that is the hellish part of it! As you know, most of us, dreaming, are,
at the back of our consciousness, aware that we are dreaming. No matter
how horrible the dream may become, we know that it is a dream, and thus
insanity or possible death is staved off. But in this particular dream,
there is no such knowledge. I tell you it is so vivid, so complete in
every detail, that I wonder sometimes if that is not my real existence
and this a dream! But no; for then I should have been dead years ago.
"As I was saying, I come up the hill and the first thing I am cognizant
of that is out of the ordinary is a sort of track leading up the hill
in an irregular way; that is, the grass is mashed down as if something
heavy had been dragged over it. But I pay no especial attention to it,
for I am thinking, with some irritation, that the broken rifle I carry
is my only arm and that now I must forego hunting until I can send for
another.
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