The white fragility of her neck and shoulders, in the generous display
of which he recognized the gown's quondam possessor, gave him a little
pang of fear. She looked extremely delicate, and the youthfulness of
cheek and lip pathetic. That wretched drudgery! For, even through the
happy candor of her eyes, he saw a deep fatigue--the long fatigue of a
weary monotony of days. But in neither eyes nor voice was there a tinge
of the aloofness--the reserve that had formerly chilled him. To-night
Hilda seemed near once more; almost the little friend of ten years ago.
"You dance well, too, Mr. Odd," she said.
"I very seldom waltz."
"In _my_ honor then?"
"Solely in your honor. I haven't waltzed five times in one evening with
one young woman--for ages!"
"You haven't waltzed five times with me yet. I may wear you out!"
"What an implied reflection on my forty years! Do I seem so old to you,
Hilda?"
"No; I don't think of you as old."
"But I think of you as young, very young, deliciously young."
"Deliciously?" she repeated. "That is a fallacy, I think. Youth is sad;
doesn't see things in _value_; everything is blacker or whiter than
reality, so that one is disappointed or desperate all the time."
"And you, Hilda?"
Her eyes swept his with a sweet, half-playful defiance.
"Don't be personal."
"But you were. And, after the other day--your declaration of
contentment."
"Everything is comparative. I was generalizing. I hate people who talk
about themselves," Hilda added; "it's the worst kind of immodesty.
Material and mental braggarts are far more endurable than the people who
go round telling about their souls."
"Severe, rigid child!" Odd laughed, and, after a little pause, laughed
again. "You are horribly reserved, Hilda."
"Very sage when one has nothing to show. Silence covers such a multitude
of sins. If one is consistently silent, people may even imagine that one
isn't dull," said Hilda maliciously.
"You are dull and silent, then?"
"I have few opinions; that is, perhaps, dulness."
"It may be a very wide cleverness."
"Yes; it may be. Now, Mr. Odd, the next waltz is yours too, you know.
You have quite a cluster here. Let us sit out the next. I should like an
ice."
Odd fetched the ice and sat down beside her on a small sofa in a corner
of the ballroom. Katherine passed, dancing; her dark eyes flashed upon
them a glance that might have been one of amusement. Odd was conscious
of a painful effort in his answering smile.
Hilda's eyes, as she ate her ice, followed her sister with a fond
contemplation.
"Isn't that dress becoming to her? The shade of deepening, changing
rose."
"Your dress, too, Hilda, is lovely."
"Do you notice dresses, care about them?"
"I think I do, sometimes; not in detail as a woman would, but in the
blended effect of dress and wearer."
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