"What do you know of love, you child? Why not have given him a chance,
put him on trial? Nothing wins a woman like wooing."
"How didactic we are becoming. I am afraid I should really get to loathe
poor Lord Allan if I had given him leave to woo me."
"I suppose you think him too unindividual, too much of a pattern with
other healthy and hearty young men. Don't you know, foolish child, that
a good man, a man who would love you as he would, make you the husband
he would, is a rarity and very individual?"
Odd found a perverse pleasure in his own paternally admonishing
attitude. Hilda's lightly amused but touched look implied a confidence
so charming that he found the attitude sublimely courageous.
"I suppose so," she said, and she added, "I haven't one word to say
against Lord Allan, except--" She paused meditatively.
"Except what?" Odd asked rather breathlessly.
"He doesn't really _need_ me."
"Doesn't _need_ you! Why, the man is desperately in love with you!"
"He needs a wife, but he doesn't need _me_."
"You are subtle, Hilda."
"I don't think I am _that_."
"You are waiting, then, for some one who can satisfy you as to his
_need_ of you?"
"I shall only marry that person."
Hilda jumped up. "But I'm not waiting at all, you know. _Dansons
maintenant!_ Your task is nearly over!"
It was very late when Odd gave Hilda up to her last partner, and joined
Katherine in a small antechamber, where she was sitting among flowers,
talking to an appreciative Frenchman. This gentleman, with the
ceremonious bow of his race, made away when Miss Archinard's _fiancé_
appeared, and Odd dropped into the vacated seat with a horrible sinking
of the heart. The dull self-reproach was now acute, he felt meanly
guilty. Katherine looked at him funnily--very good-humoredly.
"I didn't know you had it in you to dance so well and so persistently,
Peter. You have done honor to Hilda's ball."
"I hope I wasn't too selfishly monopolizing."
"Oh, you had a right to a certain monopoly since, owing to you only, she
came," and Katherine added, smiling still more good-humoredly, "I am
_not_ jealous, Peter."
He turned to look at her. The words, the playful tone in which they were
uttered, struck him like a blow. His guilty consciousness of his own
feeling gave them a supreme nobility. She was _not_ jealous. What a cur
he would be if ever he gave her apparent cause for jealousy. The cause
was there; his task must be to keep it hidden.
"But suppose _I_ am?" he said; "you haven't given me a single dance."
Katherine's smile was placid; she did not say that he had not asked for
one. Indeed they had rarely danced together.
"I think of going to England in a day or two, Peter," she observed. "The
Devreuxs have asked me to spend a month with them."
Peter sat very still.
"A sudden decision, Kathy?"
"No, not so sudden. Our _tête-à-tête_ can't be prolonged forever."
"Until our wedding day, you mean? Well, the wedding day must be fixed
before you go."
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