An uneasy consciousness of Katherine crossed his mind once and again
with a dull ache of self-reproach, all the more insistent from his
realization that its cause was not so much the infidelity to Katherine
as that Hilda would think him a sorry villain.
Katherine seemed to be dancing and enjoying herself. She knew that his
energy this evening was on Hilda's account; he had claimed the
responsibility for Hilda. Katherine would not consider herself
neglected, of that Peter felt sure, relying, with perhaps a display of
the dulness she had discovered in him, upon her confidence and common
sense. Outwardly, at least, he would never betray that confidence; there
was some rather dislocated consolation in that.
Hilda was a little breathless when he came to claim her for the second
cluster of waltzes. It was near the end of the evening.
"I have been dancing _steadily_," she announced, "and twice down to
supper! Did you try any of the narrow little sandwiches? So good!"
"And you still don't grudge me my waltzes?"
"I like yours _best_!" she said, smiling at him as she laid her hand on
his shoulder. They took a few turns around the room and then Hilda owned
that she was a little tired. They sat down again on the sofa.
"Hilda!" said Odd suddenly, "will you think me very rude if I ask you
why you refused Allan Hope?"
Hilda turned a startled glance upon him.
"No; perhaps not," she answered, though the voice was rather frigid.
"You don't think I have a right to ask, do you?"
"Well, the answer is so evident."
"Is it?" Hilda had looked away at the dancers; she turned her head now
half unwillingly and glanced at him, smiling.
"I would not have refused him if I had loved him, would I? You know
that. It doesn't seem quite fair, quite kind, to talk of, does it?"
"Not to me even? I have been interested in it for a long time. Katherine
told me, and Mary."
"I don't know why they should have been so sure," said Hilda, with some
hardness of tone. "I never encouraged him. I avoided him." She looked at
Odd again. "But I am not angry with you; if any one has a right, you
have."
"Thanks; thanks, dear. You understand, you know my interest, my
anxiety. It seemed so--happy for both. And you care for no one else?"
"No one else." Hilda's eyes rested on his with clear sincerity.
"Don't you ever intend to marry, Hilda?" Odd was leaning forward, his
elbows on his knees, and looking at the floor. There was certainly a
tension in his voice, and he felt that Hilda was scanning him with some
wonder.
"Does a refusal to take one person imply that? I have made no vows."
"I don't see--" Odd paused; "I don't see why you shouldn't care for
Hope."
"Are you going to plead his cause?" she asked lightly.
"Would it not be for your happiness?" Odd sat upright now, putting on
his eyeglasses and looking at her with a certain air of resolution.
"I don't love him." Hilda returned the look sweetly and frankly.
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