But Mr. Harding, who on the previous day had been almost strangely frank about Henry Chichester, to-day had apparently no intention to be frank about himself. Though he had desired Malling's company, now that they were together alone he showed a reserve through which, Malling believed, he secretly wanted to break. But something held him back. He talked of politics, government and church, the spread of science, the follies of the day. And Malling got little nearer to him. But presently Malling happened to mention the modern craze for discussing intimately, or, as a Frenchwoman whom he knew expressed it, "_avec un luxe de détail_," matters of health. "Yes, yes," responded Mr. Harding. "It is becoming almost objectionable, almost indecent. At the same time the health of the body is a very interesting subject because of its effect upon the mind, even, so it seems sometimes, upon the very nature of a man. Now I--" he struck the ash off the end of his cigar--"was, I might almost say, the victim of my stomach in the pulpit this morning." "You were feeling ill?" "Not exactly ill. I have a strong constitution. But I suffer at times from what the doctors call nervous dyspepsia. It is a very tiresome complaint, because it takes away for the time a man's confidence in himself, reduces him to the worm-level almost; and it gives him absurd ideas. Now this morning in the pulpit I had an attack of pain and uneasiness, and my nerve quite gave out. You must have noticed it." "I saw that you were troubled by something." "Something! It was that. My poor wife was thoroughly upset by it. You know how sensitive women are. To hold a crowd of people a man must be strong and well, in full possession of his powers. And I had a good subject." "Splendid." "I'll treat it again--treat it again." The rector shifted in his chair. "Do you think," he said after a pause, "that it is possible for another, an outsider, to know a man better than he knows himself?" "In some cases, yes," answered Malling. "But--as a rule?" "There is the saying that outsiders see most of the game." "Then why should we mind when all are subject to criticism!" exclaimed Mr. Harding, forcibly. Evidently he was startled by his own outburst, for instantly he set about to attenuate it. "What I mean is that men ought not to care so much as most of them undoubtedly do what others think about them." "It certainly is a sign of great weakness to care too much," said Malling. "But some people have a quite peculiar power of impressing their critical thoughts on others. These spread uneasiness around them like an atmosphere." "I know, I know," said the rector, with an almost hungry eagerness. "Now surely one ought to keep out of such an atmosphere, to get out of it, and to keep out of it." "Why not?" "But--but--how extraordinary it is, the difficulty men have in getting away from things! Haven't you noticed that?" "Want of moral strength," said Mailing, laconically. "You think so?"