The next evening we visited him together; a small tent pitched upon the
ground, enclosing room just sufficient for a bed, contained the sufferer.
As we drew near, a young woman of about twenty, in features, dress, and
manners every way the gipsy, came forward, and (as is frequently the case
with unenlightened relatives) wished us not to introduce the subject of
eternity any more. She said he had felt much more composed in
consequence of my friend’s preceding visit, but still she feared if we
mentioned the subject then, it would again disturb him; besides he was
already much fatigued. However, on our replying that the tidings we
brought were calculated to soothe, instead of disturb, a person in his
circumstances, she drew the curtain from the front of the tent, and the
object of our attention lay before us, gasping for breath.
I confess I was much struck with the affectionate attention the family
appeared to pay to their aged father; however careless of their own
persons, they did not neglect him—there was every thing that could be
expected under such circumstances—a feather bed, bolster, and pillows,
supported the limbs of the dying man—the sheets and pillow-cases were
white and clean, and a patchwork counterpane, equally clean, covered him
outside.
He immediately noticed us, and though nearly breathless made an effort to
speak; he replied to some of my friend’s questions concerning the
subjects they had discoursed upon; said that his mind was easier than it
had ever been before—that he felt as if a great weight had been lifted
off from him. We asked, “What has been the practice of your past life?”
He replied, “Nothing but sin.”—“What do you deserve at the hands of God?”
“Eternal punishment.”—“Would God be just, if he were to refuse you
mercy?” “O yes!”—“If you should be spared and recover, would you live as
you have done?” “O no! not for the world.”—“What do you now desire? what
do you most need?” “Mercy! mercy!”—“What, if you might be pardoned?” “O
I would give the world to obtain it!”—“Are you then really desirous of
pardon, that you may join the redeemed in glory?” To this he signified
his full assent, not indeed in so many words, they were too feeble to
convey his meaning; but with eyes and hands uplifted, and a countenance
remarkably animated, he seemed at once to collect all the remaining
energies of body and spirit to say, “O yes! indeed I am!” This assent
was accompanied with a force of expression, which I apprehend none but a
dying man could give to it.
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