God hath thus spoken by his prophet, (Jer. ii. 19.) “Thine own wickedness
shall correct thee, and thy backslidings shall reprove thee: know
therefore and see that it is an evil thing and bitter, that thou hast
forsaken the Lord thy God, and that my fear is not in thee, saith the
Lord God of hosts.” This language was fearfully made out in the case
before us: for forty years this man had no rest in his mind; he had
committed many sins before, which, like to many lying spirits, had
deceived him; but this sin as soon as committed, he felt to lie upon his
conscience unforgiven; and from that time forward all his sins, which he
once turned as sweet morsels under his tongue, he found to be bitter as
gall. His sufferings for so many years together, may be better conceived
than described; wherever he went, whatever he did, he seemed to see the
eye of God continually fixed and frowning on him. Oh! if the pressure of
one unpardoned sin upon the conscience, be sufficient to fill the soul
with anguish, and render a man wretched through life; what must be his
sufferings in the world to come, where all his sins will be brought to
remembrance, and made to prey upon his peace for ever!
Reader! You must sooner or later taste the bitterness of sin. O that it
may be in time to bring you to repentance and salvation! But know, that
if you die unpardoned, you must dwell with devouring flame, and lie down
in everlasting burnings.
Thirdly. Notice signs of penitence.
His views of Christianity were indistinct and confused: this, however,
was to be expected from his habits of life. Up to his eightieth year he
had been a fugitive and wanderer upon earth, without the means of grace;
and there is reason to think, without ever hearing a sermon in his life.
And had he possessed a Bible, he could not have read it: nothing
therefore but profound ignorance could be expected, but then, he
exhibited signs of the deepest penitence, and we know who has said, “The
sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O
God, thou wilt not despise.” (Pa. li. 17.) Nor was this contrition the
mere effect of his dying circumstances; for some years previous he had
been an altered man, and had frequently been seen by his family, engaged
in prayer by himself under the hedges, and in other retired places. I
have certainly no warrant for positively declaring that he is now happy;
nor dare I say he is not; “to his own Master he standeth or falleth”—but
when I heard of his death, I could not help, in the judgment of charity
tracing he departed spirit to the throne of God.
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