"Well, if your folks don't object, when you get done with school, and
Jack's mother says _he_ can come, you make a break for Abilene; we'll
see what I can do with you on the 'long trail.'"
Harold took this offer very seriously, much more so than Mr. Burns
intended he should do, although he was pleased with the boy.
Harold well knew that his father and mother would not consent, and very
naturally said nothing to them about his plan, but thereafter he laid by
every cent of money he could earn, until his thrift became a source of
comment. To Jack he talked for hours of the journey they were to make.
Jack, unimaginative and engrossed with his studies at the seminary, took
the whole matter very calmly. It seemed a long way off at best, and his
studies were pleasant and needed his whole mind. Harold was thrown back
upon the company of his sweetheart, who was the only one else to whom he
could talk freely.
Dot, indolent, smiling creature of cozy corners that she was, listened
without emotion, while Harold, with eyes ablaze, with visions of the
great, splendid plains, said: "I'm going West sure. I'm tired of school;
I'm going to Kansas, and I'm going to be a great cattle king in a few
years, Dot, and then I'll come back and get you, and we'll go live on
the banks of a big river, and we'll have plenty of horses, and go riding
and hunting antelope every day. How will you like that?"
Her unresponsiveness hurt him, and he said: "You don't seem to care
whether I go or not."
She turned and looked at him vacantly, still smiling, and he saw that
she had not heard a single word of his passionate speech. He sprang up,
hot with anger and pain.
"If you don't care to listen to me you needn't," he said, speaking
through his clinched teeth.
She smiled, showing her little white teeth prettily. "Now, don't get
mad, Harry; I was thinking of something else. Please tell me again."
"I won't. I'm done with you." A big lump arose in his throat and he
turned away to hide tears of mortified pride. He could not have put it
into words, but he perceived the painful truth. Dot had considered him a
boy all along, and had only half listened to his stories and plans in
the past, deceiving him for some purpose of her own. She was a smiling,
careless hypocrite.
"You've lied to me," he said, turning and speaking with the bluntness of
a boy without subtlety of speech. "I never'll speak to you again;
good-by."
Dot kept swinging her foot. "Good-by," she said in her sweet,
soft-breathing voice.
He walked away slowly, but his heart was hot with rage and wounded
pride, and every time he thought of the tone in which she said
"Good-by," his flesh quivered. He was seventeen, and considered himself
a man; she was eighteen, and thought him only a boy. She had never
listened to him, that he now understood. Maud had been right. Dot had
only pretended, and now for some reason she ceased to pretend.
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