“Hang it, Rickham, with that face watching me I couldn’t do another stroke. The plain truth was, I didn’t know where to put it--I HAD NEVER KNOWN. Only, with my sitters and my public, a showy splash of colour covered up the fact--I just threw paint into their faces.... Well, paint was the one medium those dead eyes could see through--see straight to the tottering foundations underneath. Don’t you know how, in talking a foreign language, even fluently, one says half the time not what one wants to but what one can? Well--that was the way I painted; and as he lay there and watched me, the thing they called my ‘technique’ collapsed like a house of cards. He didn’t sneer, you understand, poor Stroud--he just lay there quietly watching, and on his lips, through the gray beard, I seemed to hear the question: ‘Are you sure you know where you’re coming out?’ “If I could have painted that face, with that question on it, I should have done a great thing. The next greatest thing was to see that I couldn’t--and that grace was given me. But, oh, at that minute, Rickham, was there anything on earth I wouldn’t have given to have Stroud alive before me, and to hear him say: ‘It’s not too late--I’ll show you how’? “It WAS too late--it would have been, even if he’d been alive. I packed up my traps, and went down and told Mrs. Stroud. Of course I didn’t tell her THAT--it would have been Greek to her. I simply said I couldn’t paint him, that I was too moved. She rather liked the idea--she’s so romantic! It was that that made her give me the donkey. But she was terribly upset at not getting the portrait--she did so want him ‘done’ by some one showy! At first I was afraid she wouldn’t let me off--and at my wits’ end I suggested Grindle. Yes, it was I who started Grindle: I told Mrs. Stroud he was the ‘coming’ man, and she told somebody else, and so it got to be true.... And he painted Stroud without wincing; and she hung the picture among her husband’s things....” He flung himself down in the arm-chair near mine, laid back his head, and clasping his arms beneath it, looked up at the picture above the chimney-piece. “I like to fancy that Stroud himself would have given it to me, if he’d been able to say what he thought that day.” And, in answer to a question I put half-mechanically--“Begin again?” he flashed out. “When the one thing that brings me anywhere near him is that I knew enough to leave off?” He stood up and laid his hand on my shoulder with a laugh. “Only the irony of it is that I AM still painting--since Grindle’s doing it for me! The Strouds stand alone, and happen once--but there’s no exterminating our kind of art.” The End of The Verdict THE RECKONING August, 1902 I “The marriage law of the new dispensation will be: THOU SHALT NOT BE UNFAITHFUL--TO THYSELF.”