Children -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Paranormal fiction
It was Smoke, the furry black fellow, however, always her favourite and
his own, participant in all their old Aventures, who brought him a
strange comfort by secret ways that no man understands. For Smoke asked
no questions. He knew; and though he missed her in all their games, and
meals, and undertakings of every kind, in house or garden, he showed no
obvious symptoms of grief as a dog might have shown. And sometimes he
was positively uncanny: he behaved almost as though he still saw her.
The others, however,——! With most of them out of sight was out of mind.
The kittens, now growing up, purred and played as of old in the
schoolroom, and the Chow puppies, China and Japan, more like yellow
puddings than ever, tore about the house, tumbling and thudding, as
though they had never known their little two-legged elfin playmate. The
household dropped back into the old routine; Margaret, sadder, less
alive than before, pressed down by her new grief into the semblance of a
vision; and the children, hushed and pale, but gradually yielding to the
stress of bursting life which at that age has no long acquaintance with
grief.
It was winter, and the woods and gardens were so altered that the usual
corners of play and mischief were unrecognisable. ‘Out-ov-doors’ was
dead, the sunshine unreal, the darkness hovering close even on the
clearest day. The haunts that Paul and Nixie knew were too much changed,
mercifully for him, who often sought them none the less, to remind him
keenly. The little silver birch tree that danced in summer before the
skirts of the fir wood was bare and shivering in the winds. Behind it,
however, unchanged and shaggy, still stood the dark sheltering pine,
steady among the blasts.
And Paul, meanwhile, beyond the smaller sphere of his immediate duties
in the grey house under the hill, took up with all the enthusiasm he
could spare from sorrow the work among the lost waifs. As has been seen,
he found the complete organisation ready to hand. And, to his great
satisfaction, he found, as he became familiar with the detail, that it
was work suited to the best that was in him. He was the right man in the
right place.
Moreover, it was Dick’s scheme, and to lose himself in it was to get
into touch again delightfully with the great friendship of his youth.
Nixie, too, who had meant when she grew up to provide a Wood for Lost
Children, seemed ever pushing him forward from behind. Thus his zeal
never lessened, and he lost himself in others to some purpose.
The test of time, of course, proved this. At the moment, however, it can
only be known by the trick of ‘looking at the last chapter’—which is
unlawful, as well as logically impossible. And, before he got so far, he
had first learned another profound truth: that only he who carries in
his heart a great sorrow, borne alone, can know the mystery of interior
Vision, inspiring and truly marvellous, which comes from a blessing so
singularly disguised as pain.
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