Children -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Paranormal fiction
‘Yes,’ he answered, also very low, ‘I know now.’ For at first he could
think of nothing else to say. A huge excitement moved in him. Those
invisible links of pure aspiration by which the soul knits herself
inwardly to God seemed suddenly tightened in the depths of his being. He
understood that this was a true thing, and possible.
‘You’ve come back—like the trees in the spring,’ he whispered
stammeringly, after another pause, gazing as steadily as he could at the
point of clear light so close in front of him.
‘The real part of me,’ she explained; ‘the real part of me has come
back.’
‘The real part,’ he echoed in his bewilderment. He began to understand.
But even then it all seemed too utterly strange and wonderful to be
true; and a subtle confirmation of the child’s presence that followed
immediately only added at first to his increasing amazement. For both
Smoke and Mrs. Tompkyns, he became aware, had jumped up softly upon the
foot of the bed, and were sitting there, purring loudly with pleasure,
close beneath the fleck of light. And their action made him seek the
further confirmation of his own senses. He leaned forwards, hesitating
in his bewilderment between the desire to find the matches and the
desire to touch the speaker with his hands.
But even in that darkness his intention was divined instantly. The light
slid away like a wee torch carried on wings.
‘No, Uncle Paul,’ whispered the voice farther off, ‘not the matches.
Light makes it more difficult for me.’ He sank back against the pillows,
frightened at the reality of it all. The old familiar name, too, ‘Uncle
Paul,’ was almost more than he could bear.
‘Nixie——!’ he stammered, and then found it impossible to finish the
sentence.
Then she laughed. He heard her silvery laughter in the room, exactly as
he had heard it a hundred times before, spontaneous, mischievous, and
absolutely natural. She was amused at his perplexity, at his want of
faith; at the absurd difficulty he found in believing. He lay quite
still, breathing hard, wondering what would come next; still trying to
persuade himself it was all a dream, yet growing gradually convinced in
spite of himself that it was not.
‘And don’t come too near me,’ he heard her voice across the room. ‘Never
try and touch me, I mean. _Think of me at your centre._ That’s the real
way to get near.’
Very slowly then, after that, he began to accept the Supreme Aventure.
He talked. He asked questions, though never the obvious and detailed
sort of questions it might have been expected he would ask. For it was
now borne in upon him, as she said, that only her _real_ part had come
back, and that only _his_ real part, therefore, was in touch with her.
It was, so to speak, a colloquy of souls in which physical and material
things had no interest. His very first question brought the truth of
this home to him with singular directness. He asked her what the tiny
light was that he saw moving to and fro like a little torch.
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