Children -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Paranormal fiction
‘But I didn’t know there was a light,’ she answered. ‘Where I am it is
all light! I see you perfectly. Only—you look so young, Uncle Paul! Just
like a boy! About my own age, I mean.’
And it is impossible to describe the delight, the mystical rapture that
came to him as he heard her. The words, ‘Where I am it is all light,’
brought with them a sudden sense of reality that was too convincing for
him to doubt any longer. From her simple description he recognised a
place that he knew. But, at the same time, he understood that it was no
_place_ in the ordinary sense of the word, but rather a _state_ and a
_condition_. He himself in his deepest dreams had been there too. That
light had sometimes in brief moments of aspiration shone for him. And
the curious sense of immense distance that came so curiously with her
tiny voice came because there was really no distance at all. She was no
longer conditioned by space or time. Those were limitations of life in
the body, temporary scales of measurement adopted by the soul when
dealing with temporary things. Whereas Nixie was free.
A sense of happiness deep as the sea, of peace, bliss, and perfect rest
that could never know hurry or alarm, surged through him in a tide. He
thought, with a thrill of anticipation, of the time when his own eyes
would be opened, and he should see as clearly as she did. But instantly
the rebuke came.
‘Oh! You must not think about that,’ she said with a laugh; ‘you have a
lot to do first, a lot more aventures to go through!’
As she spoke the light slid nearer again and settled upon the foot of
the bed. His thoughts were evidently the same as spoken words to her.
She knew all that passed in his mind, the very feelings of his heart as
well. This was indeed companionship and intimacy. He remembered how she
had told him all about it in the Crack weeks ago, before he realised who
she was, and before he knew her face to face. And at the same moment he
noticed another curious detail of her presence, namely, that the little
torch—for so he now called it to himself—in passing before the mirror
produced no reflection in the glass. Yet, if his eyes could perceive it,
there ought to have been a refraction from the mirror as well—a
reflection! Did he then only perceive it with his interior vision? Was
his spiritual sight already partially opened?
‘That’s your ’terpretation of me—inside yourself,’ he caught her swift
whisper in reply, for again she _heard_ his thought; and he almost
laughed out aloud with pleasure to notice the long word decapitated as
her habit always was on earth. ‘In your thoughts I’m a sort of light,
you see.’
The explanation was delightful. He understood perfectly. The thought of
Nixie had always come to him, even in earthly life, in the terms of
brightness. And his love marvelled to notice, too, that she still had
the old piercing vision into the heart of things, and the
characteristically graphic way of expressing her meaning.
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