Children -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Paranormal fiction
He no longer made the mistake of thinking it trivial; if he could find
an audience of children all about the world, children known or unknown,
to whom he could show his little gallery of pictures, what could be more
reasonable or delightful? What could be more useful and worth doing than
to show the adventuring mind some meaning in all the beauty that filled
his heart? And the Wind-Vision might be a small—a very small, beginning.
It might be the first of a series of modern fairy tales. The idea
thrilled him with pleasure. ‘A safety-valve at last!’ he cried. ‘An
audience that won’t laugh!’
For, in reality, there was also a queer motherly quality in him which he
had always tried more or less successfully to hide, and of which,
perhaps, he was secretly half ashamed—a feeling that made him long to
give of his strength and sympathy to all that was helpless, weary,
immature.
He went about the house like a new man, for in proportion as he allowed
his imagination to use its wings, life became extraordinarily alive. He
sang, and the world sang with him. Everything turned up little smiling
faces to him, whispering fairy contributions to his tale.
‘The more I give out, the more I get in,’ he laughed. ‘I declare it’s
quite wonderful,’ as though he had really discovered a new truth all for
himself. New forces began to course through his veins like fire. As in a
great cistern tapped for the first time, this new outlet produced other
little cross-currents everywhere throughout his being. Paul began to
find a new confidence. Another stone had shifted in the fabric of his
soul. He moved one stage nearer to the final pattern that it had been
intended from the beginning of time he should assume.
A world within a world began to grow up in the old grey house under the
hill, one consisting of Nixie and her troupe, with Paul trailing heavily
in the rear, very eager; and the other, of the grown-up members of the
household, with Mlle. Fleury belonging to neither, yet in a sense
belonging to both. The cats and animals again were in the former—an
inner division of it, so that it was like a series of Chinese boxes,
each fitting within the next in size.
And this admission of Paul into the innermost circle produced a change
in the household, as well as in himself. After all, the children had not
betrayed him; they had only divined his secret and put him right with
himself. But this was everything; and who is there with a vestige of
youth in his spirit that will not understand the cause of his mysterious
exhilaration?
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