In one domain the principle of love seems to have been long outsoared by
egoism, and to be still in need only of sure consciousness, as it were
of victory with a good conscience. This domain is speculation, in its
double manifestation as thinking and as trade. One thinks with a will,
whatever may come of it; one speculates, however many may suffer under
our speculative undertakings. But, when it finally becomes serious, when
even the last remnant of religiousness, romance, or "humanity" is to be
done away, then the pulse of religious conscience beats, and one at
least _professes_ humanity. The avaricious speculator throws some
coppers into the poor-box and "does good," the bold thinker consoles
himself with the fact that he is working for the advancement of the
human race and that his devastation "turns to the good" of mankind, or,
in another case, that he is "serving the idea"; mankind, the idea, is to
him that something of which he must say, It is more to me than myself.
To this day thinking and trading have been done for--God's sake. Those
who for six days were trampling down everything by their selfish aims
sacrificed on the seventh to the Lord; and those who destroyed a
hundred "good causes" by their reckless thinking still did this in the
service of another "good cause," and had yet to think of
another--besides themselves--to whose good their self-indulgence should
turn: of the people, mankind, and the like. But this other thing is a
being above them, a higher or supreme being; and therefore I say, they
are toiling for God's sake.
Hence I can also say that the ultimate basis of their actions
is--_love_. Not a voluntary love however, not their own, but a tributary
love, or the higher being's own (_i. e._ God's, who himself is love); in
short, not the egoistic, but the religious; a love that springs from
their fancy that they _must_ discharge a tribute of love, _i. e._ that
they must not be "egoists."
If _we_ want to deliver the world from many kinds of unfreedom, we want
this not on its account but on ours; for, as we are not world-liberators
by profession and out of "love," we only want to win it away from
others. We want to make it our own; it is not to be any longer _owned as
serf_ by God (the church) nor by the law (State), but to be _our own_;
therefore we seek to "win" it, to "captivate" it, and, by meeting it
half-way and "devoting" ourselves to it as to ourselves as soon as it
belongs to us, to complete and make superfluous the force that it turns
against us. If the world is ours, it no longer attempts any force
_against_ us, but only _with_ us. My selfishness has an interest in the
liberation of the world, that it may become--my property.
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