The eleventh hour in the life of Julia Ward HoweElliott, Maud Howe
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The eleventh hour in the life of Julia Ward Howe
Elliott, Maud Howe
Howe, Julia Ward, 1819-1910
Of all her labors, heavy and varied as those of Hercules, her poetry
was what she loved best. But she lived in an age when there are few
who can take their spiritual meat in verse. The age of steel is an age
of prose, and so she labored in season and out to give her message
in prose as well as in poetry, with the spoken word as well as the
written. She was the most willing of troubadours; she hastened gladly
wherever she was called, whether it was to some stately banquet of the
muses like the Bryant Centenary, or to a humble company of illiterate
negroes, in the poor little chapel at Santo Domingo, where she preached
all one season. Whether some rich and powerful association like the
Woman’s Club at Chicago summoned her or some modest group of working
women on Cape Cod, she was always ready. She asked no fee, but accepted
what was given her. She spoke and wrote oftenest for love, and next
often for an honorarium of five dollars. The first need of her being
was to give. So much had been given to her that she was forever trying
to pay the debt by giving of her store to others. I find in her own
handwriting the best expression of this need of giving, that was
perhaps the prime necessity of her life.
“I, for one, feel that my indebtedness grows with my years. And it
occurred to me the other day that when I should depart from this
earthly scene, “God’s poor Debtor” might be the fittest inscription for
my gravestone, if I should have one. So much have I received from the
great Giver, so little have I been able to return.”
One day a rash scatter-brained fellow who was always getting himself
and others into hot water asked her this question:
“Is it not always our duty to sacrifice ourselves for others?”
She knew very well that he was contemplating a perfectly reckless step
and was trying to hoodwink her--and himself--into thinking the action
noble, because it would be so disadvantageous to himself. The boy I
fear forgot her answer; here it is for you to remember and lay to heart.
“We must always remember that we come into the world alone, that we go
out of the world alone, that there is nothing to us but ourselves.”
Certain things, she held, we must sacrifice, selfish personal ends,
comfort, pleasure, ease, but if we are to fight the good fight we must
not make the fancied sacrifice of letting our arms rust while we lay
them down to fight another’s battle--nine times out of ten an easier
thing to do than to fight our own. She had met with so much opposition
all her life through serving the unpopular causes of Abolition, Woman’s
Suffrage, Religious Freedom, she had fought so grimly for what, when
she entered the ranks, always seemed a Forlorn Hope, that she knew the
real joy lies in the battle, not in the victory.
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