The Emblems of Fidelity: A Comedy in LettersAllen, James Lane
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The Emblems of Fidelity: A Comedy in Letters
Allen, James Lane
Authors -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Manners and customs -- Fiction
That was last May. Now it is May again. And now I know to a
certainty what for months I have been coming to realise always with
deeper shame: that you gave me your word and did not keep your word;
doubtless never meant to keep it.
Why, then, write you about this act of dishonour now? How justify a
letter to a man I feel obliged to describe as I describe you?
The reason is this, if you can appreciate such a reason. My nature
refuses to let go a half-done deed. I remain annoyed by an
abandoned, a violated, bond. Once in a wood I came upon a partly
chopped-down tree, and I must needs go far and fetch an axe and
finish the job. What I have begun to build I must build at till the
pattern is wrought out. Otherwise I should weaken, soften, lose the
stamina of resolution. The upright moral skeleton within me would
decay and crumble and I should sink down and flop like a human frog.
Since, then, you dropped the matter in your way--without so much as a
thought of a man's obligation to himself--I dismiss it in my
way--with the few words necessary to enable me to rid my mind of it
and of such a character.
I wish merely to say, then, that I despise as I despise nothing else
the ragged edge of a man's behaviour. I put your conduct before you
in this way: do you happen to know of a common cabbage in anybody's
truck patch? Observe that not even a common cabbage starts out to do
a thing and fails to do it if it can. You must have some kind of
perception of an oak tree. Think what would become of human beings
in houses if builders were deceived as to the trusty fibre of sound
oak? Do you ever see a grape-vine? Consider how it takes hold and
will not be shaken loose by the capricious compelling winds. In your
country have you the plover? Think what would be the plover's fate,
if it did not steer straight through time and space to a distant
shore. Why, some day pick up merely a piece of common quartz. Study
its powers of crystallisation. And reflect that a man ranks high or
low in the scale of character according to his possession or his lack
of the powers of crystallisation. If the forces of his mind can
assume fixity around an idea, if they can adjust themselves
unalterably about a plan, expect something of him. If they run
through his hours like water, if memory is a millstream, if
remembrance floats forever away, expect nothing.
Simple, primitive folk long ago interpreted for themselves the
characters of familiar plants about them. Do you know what to them
the fern stood for? The fern stood for Fidelity. Those true,
constant souls would have said that you had been unfaithful even with
nature's emblems of Fidelity.
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