She did not know that this lowering of her crest, hitherto held so high
and carried so proudly, was the first move of her surrender. Her
liberty was over, she was almost in the snare. The strong feminine
principle in her impelled her like an inexorable fate toward marriage
and the man. The children that were to be, urged her toward their
creator. And the unconquered maidenhood that was still hers, recoiled
with trembling reluctance from its demanded death. Love had not yet
come to lead her into a new and wonderful world. She only felt the
sense of strangeness and fear, of leaving the familiar ways to enter
new ones that led through shadows to the unknown.
When she rode out beside her father in the red splendors of the
morning, a new gravity marked her. Already the first suggestion of the
woman--like the first breath of the season's change--was on her face.
The humility of the great abdication was in her eyes.
David left them together and rode away to the bluffs. She followed his
figure with a clouded glance as she told her father her news. Her
depression lessened when he turned upon her with a radiant face.
"If you had searched the world over you couldn't have found a man to
please me better. Seeing David this way, day by day, I've come to know
him through and through and he's true, straight down to the core."
"Of course he is," she answered, tilting her chin with the old
sauciness that this morning looked a little forlorn. "I wouldn't have
liked him if he hadn't been."
"Oh, Missy, you're such a wise little woman."
She glanced at him quickly, recognizing the tone, and to-day, with her
new heavy heart, dreading it.
"Now, father, don't laugh at me. This is all very serious."
"Serious! It's the most serious thing that ever happened in the world,
in our world. And if I was smiling--I'll lay a wager I wasn't
laughing--it was because I'm so happy. You don't know what this means
to me. I've wanted it so much that I've been afraid it wasn't coming
off. And then I thought it must, for it's my girl's happiness and
David's and back of theirs mine."
"Well, then, if you're happy, I'm happy."
This time his smile was not bantering, only loving and tender. He did
not dream that her spirit might not be as glad as his looking from the
height of middle-age to a secured future. He had been a man of a
single love, ignorant save of that one woman, and she so worshiped and
wondered at that there had been no time to understand her. Insulated
in the circle of his own experience he did not guess that to an
unawakened girl the engagement morn might be dark with clouds.
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