As to Teddy’s message, nominally sent from Paterson, Lizzie had betrayed
a skepticism which the three girls found disconcerting. She said
nothing, but it was precisely the saying nothing that puzzled them. When
they themselves grew expansive over the things they would buy with the
money Teddy was going to make, the mother’s faint smile was alarming. It
was alarming chiefly because it combined with other things to produce
that effect of strangeness they had all noticed in her since their
father died. Though they couldn’t define it for themselves, it was as if
she had renounced any further effort to make life fulfill itself. She
was like a man on a sinking ship, who, after casting about as to how he
may save himself, knows there is no choice left but to go down, and so
becomes resigned. Having thrown up her hands, Lizzie was waiting for the
waters to close over her. Jennie was thus uneasy about her mother, as
she was uneasy about Bob, uneasy about Hubert, and, most of all, uneasy
about herself.
By the time she was ready she heard Lizzie stirring in her bedroom. It
was the signal agreed upon. She was free to go, which meant that she was
free to turn her back on all her more or less sheltered past and strike
out toward a terrifying future. She felt as she had always supposed she
would feel on leaving her home on her wedding day; and she would do as
she had decided she would do in that event. She would go without making
a fuss, without anything to record that the going was different from
other goings, or that the return would be different from other returns.
She would make her departure casual, without consciousness, without
admitted intentions. She merely called to her mother, therefore, through
the closed door, that she was on her way, and her mother had called out
in response, "Very well." This leave-taking making things easier—all
Jennie had to do was to gulp back a sob.
CHAPTER XVIII
But as Jennie opened the door to let herself out, two men were standing
on the cement sidewalk in front of the grassplots, examining the house.
They were big, heavily built men, who, although in plain clothes,
suggested the guardianship of law. It came to Jennie instantly that
their examination of the house was peculiar; and of that peculiarity she
divined with equal promptness the significance. The men declared
afterward that in her manner of standing on the step and waiting till
they spoke to her there was the same kind of "give-away" as when her
brother had eyed them across Broad Street.
The older and heavier of the two advanced up the walk between the
grassplots.
"This is the Follett house, ain’t it, miss?"
Jennie replied that it was.
"And you’re Miss Follett?"
She assented again.
"Is your brother in?"
"N-no; he’s not in town."
The big man turned toward his taller and slighter colleague, whatever he
had to say being communicated by a look. Having expressed this thought,
he veered round again toward Jennie, speaking politely.
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