But, then, Bob couldn’t let her alone. He himself would have argued that
you might as well ask a man to let a hand or a foot alone while it is
aching. At the minute when Jennie was thinking these thoughts as she
flitted about the house, he was seated at an open hotel window on the
Santa Thereza hill above Rio de Janeiro, looking down on an iridescent
city creeping round the foam-fringed edges of a turquoise sea, and
saying to himself: "I’m watching over you, Jennie. I’m here, but my love
is there and fills all the space between us. I came away and left you
exposed to all sorts of trouble. I shouldn’t have done that; I’m sorry
now I did. I thought that if we were married the rest would take care of
itself; but I see now it couldn’t. You’re having a harder time than I
ever supposed you’d have, and you’re having it all alone; but my love is
with you, Jennie, and the worst can’t happen while it protects you.
Dangers will threaten you, but you’ll go to meet them with my love
closing you in, and something will ward them off."
"I wish he’d stop thinking about me like that."
Jennie’s reference, while she stood at the mirror putting the last
touches to her costume, was to this same thought as expressed in the
letters she received from South America. Its appeal to her imagination
was such as to create an atmosphere wrapping her about as a halo wraps a
saint. She couldn’t get away from it. In going to meet Hubert, as she
would do in a few minutes, it would go with her, an embarrassing witness
of the sin against itself.
For the minute, the action of her mind was twofold. She was making this
protest as to Bob and was also giving minute attention to her dress. Not
only was it her first appearance in public since her father’s funeral
but it was a moment at which the victim must be neatly decked for the
altar. Having no money to spend on "mourning," she had put deft touches
of black on a last year’s white summer suit, to which a black hat thrown
together by Gussie, with the black shoes and stockings already in her
possession, added their mute witness that she was grieving for a
relative. Having, moreover, the native _chic_ which counts for most in
the art of dressing, she was one more instance of the girl of the
humbler walks in life who, by some secret of her own, confounds the
product of the Rue de la Paix.
She was to leave for the studio as soon as her mother got up from her
early-afternoon rest. The early-afternoon rest had become a necessity
for Lizzie ever since the day when Josiah had been laid away.
"You’ll call me if Teddy rings," she had stipulated, before lying down,
and Jennie had promised faithfully.
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