And yet, when he staggered to his feet and strode toward the obsessing
thing to pull the cloth over it again, he started back once more. The
woman with the skull had changed. She was a coarse creature now, common
and sensual. Amazement pinned him to the spot, his hands raised as if at
sight of an apparition. Then slowly, insensibly, weirdly, Jennie came
back again, though not quite the Jennie he had seen at first. This
Jennie retained the traits of the second woman—a Jennie coarsened,
common, and sensual, in spite of being exquisite, too.
He walked in and out of the other rooms on the floor, so as to clear his
mind of the suggestion. When he came back, he saw the second woman, and
the second woman only; but having moved into a new light, he found
Jennie there as before. It was like sorcery. Whether the thing had a
baleful life, or whether his perceptions were growing crazed, he
couldn’t tell.
Neither could he tell what he was to do with regard to the plans he had
been making. A hotel in New York _now_....
But the immediate duties were evident. Nominally he had come back to
befriend the boy, and the boy must be befriended. To do that he must
have a knowledge of the facts. Farther than this he had been unable to
progress even by the hour, in the early afternoon, when he was limping
along Indiana Avenue.
He had telephoned his coming, and Jennie had answered in a dead voice
which could hardly be interpreted as a welcome. It was like a guilty
voice, he said to himself, though he corrected the thought instantly, to
argue in favor of emotion.
He had spent the intervening two or three hours arguing. Jennie was a
model, and he must not be surprised if a model’s work, however startling
to one who was not a model, should seem a matter of course to her. All
professions had peculiarities strange to those who didn’t belong to
them, and the model’s perhaps most of all. He couldn’t judge; he
couldn’t condemn. He must try to understand her from her own point of
view. Probably her posing in this way seemed the most natural thing in
the world to her; and, if so, he must make it seem the same to himself.
He couldn’t expect her to have the hesitations and circumspections of a
girl from Marillo Park. If she was true to her own standards, it was all
he had a right to look for.
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