And yet there was Wray. He had long seen in Hubert a fellow whom no girl
could love "and get away with it." These were the words he had used of
his friend, and he had considered the detail none of his business. Most
men were that way, more or less, and if he himself wasn’t, it was not a
moral excellence, but a trick of temperament. But that Jennie was in
danger from Wray was a thought that never occurred to him. Her innocence
and defenselessness, combined with what he had taken to be a kind of
studio code of honor, would have been enough to protect her, even had
his suspicions been roused, which they never were. He tried to smother
those suspicions even now, saying to himself that he had nothing against
her except that she had been a model—in all for which a model was ever
called upon.
He had that—and the timbre of her voice on the telephone. There was
dismay in that voice, and terror. If it wasn’t a guilty voice....
But, as a matter of fact, it was a guilty voice. In an overwhelming
consciousness of guilt, Jennie had spent the whole of the ten days since
the coming of his cablegram. The man who at a distance of four or five
thousand miles could know that Teddy was in jail and act so promptly for
the good of all might be aware of anything. Having always seemed immense
and overshadowing, he became godlike now from his sheer display of
power. It was power so great that she could put forth no claim; she
could only wait humbly on his will.
As, hidden behind a curtain, she watched for his coming along the
avenue, all her thoughts were focused into speculation as to how he
would approach her. Would he be sorry for having married her? She could
only fear that he would be. She had never mistrusted his mother’s
reading of his character—that he made love to girls one day and forgot
them the next—in addition to which she had involved him in this terrible
disgrace. Whatever excuse those who loved Teddy might make for him, the
fact remained that to the world he was a bank robber and a murderer. All
his kin must share in the condemnation meted out to him, and Bob’s first
task as a married man must be that of defending her and hers against
public disdain. He might be as brave as a lion in doing that, but, she
reasoned, he couldn’t like the necessity. He might say he did, and yet
she wouldn’t be able to believe him. Even if he still cared for her as
he had cared when he went away, his marriage to her couldn’t possibly be
viewed otherwise than as a misfortune; and he might not still care for
her.
She saw him as he limped round the corner at the very end of the street.
He wore a Panama hat and a white-linen suit. Luckily, Gussie and Gladys
had gone back to work and her mother was lying down. She couldn’t have
borne the suspense had she not been all alone. Even Pansy’s searching
eyes, as she stood with her little squat legs planted wide apart, trying
to understand this new element in the situation, were almost more than
Jennie could endure.
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