In this soil, the Folletts had taken root with the ease of
transplantation of the Anglo-Saxon race. Drawn to Pemberton Heights by
the presence there of other Canadians, Josiah had bought the little
house for seven thousand dollars. On this he had paid four, raising the
other three on a mortgage which it was his ruling desire to pay off. The
mild, tenacious optimism of his nature convinced him he should be able
to do this, in spite of the danger of being "fired" hanging over him for
two years. The fact that, though the months kept passing, that sword
didn’t fall inspired the belief that it never would. He had grown so
sure of this that with regard to the warning issued by Collingham he had
never taken his wife into his confidence. For one thing, it was useless
to alarm her when it might be without cause, and for another....
But that was the secret tragedy of Josiah’s life. He had not made good
the promise he gave when Lizzie Scarborough married him, and the falling
of the sword would be the final proof of it. It would mean that his
whole patient, painstaking life had fitted him for nothing better than
the scrap heap. That he should come to such an end he couldn’t believe
possible. That after nearly fifty years of uncomplaining drudgery he
should be flung aside as useless to man in general and worse than
useless to his family was not, he argued, in keeping with the will of
God. It was to the will of God he trusted more than to the mercy of
Bradley Collingham, though he trusted to them both.
When he married Lizzie in the little town of Lisgar, Nova Scotia, he had
been a bank clerk. A bank clerk in Canada is a kind of young nobleman at
the beginning of what may be a striking career, after the manner of a
fledgling in diplomacy. The banking institutions being few and large,
the employees are moved from post to post, much like _attachés_ or army
officers. As moves bring promotion, the clerk becomes a teller and the
teller a cashier and the cashier a branch manager and the branch manager
a wealthy man in touch with world-wide issues. It was the kind of
progress Josiah expected when he married Lizzie Scarborough, the kind of
future they dreamed of and talked about, and which never came.
Josiah lacked something. You couldn’t put your finger on the flaw in his
energy, but you knew it was there. He was moved about, of course, but
with little or no promotion. Other men got that, but he was ignored.
Harum-scarum young fellows whose ignorance of bookkeeping was a scandal
were lifted over his head, while he and Lizzie stared at each other in
perplexity.
Hardest of all for him was that, as years went by, Lizzie herself lost
belief in him. More tender with him for his failure, she nevertheless
saw that he was not the man she had supposed in the gay young days at
Lisgar, and he saw that she saw. She gave up the hope of promotion
before he did. The best to which they came to aspire was a "raise."
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