He was aware of it on this May afternoon, more than six months after she
had first learned of Bob’s infatuation for the Follett girl, when she
came out on the portico to listen for the expected car. She would come
out, listen, and go in. Each time she came out, each time she listened,
each time she retired, he felt the sweeping to and fro of an imperious
will worried or frustrated, though he sat on his haunches and gave no
sign. He couldn’t give a sign, because Max would misunderstand it. There
he was, down on the lawn before the portico, grinning, prancing, joking,
calling names—names quite audible in dog intercourse, though a human
being couldn’t catch them—and the least little movement Dauphin made
would be taken as concession. The old setter was sorry. He would have
liked showing his master’s wife—he didn’t consider her his mistress—that
he understood her distress; but he was nailed to the doorstep by _force
majeure_.
And the woman envied him. He was perfectly aware of that. She assumed
that dogs had no social problems. All he had to do, she thought, was to
sit and blink at the magnolias, hawthorns, and lilacs pursuing one
another into bloom. All he had to think of was the up hill and down dale
of the view before him, a haze of blue and green and rose melting to the
mauve of hills.
As a matter of fact, this was something like what was passing through
her mind. A masterful woman, she was nevertheless reaching that point of
self-pity where she envied the untroubled dogs. While she carried the
cares of so many others, no one else carried hers. All through the
winter she had had Edith and Bob on her mind, and now she had Bradley.
On leaving for the bank that morning, he had been so terribly upset that
she couldn’t rest till knowing how he had got through his day. She was
the more worried because of being entirely alone and thus thrown in on
herself.
Edith had gone to stay with people in the Berkshires. Of that her mother
was glad. She meant for the present to keep her there. With her queer
ideas, she would only make her brother the more difficult to deal with,
though she had not been difficult herself. Nearly seven months had
passed, and yet her affair with Ayling was exactly where it had been in
the previous October. That was the advantage of a girl; you could always
tell where she stood. Edith was tenacious, but not defiant. Though
capable of engaging herself to this young man, she would hardly marry
him in face of her father’s opposition.
Bob, on the other hand, was not only head-strong, but unreasonable. He
would marry the Follett girl if she would marry him, whatever might be
the consequences. She, his mother, had it "out" with him, and he had
said so. It was a terrible thing to have their whole domestic happiness
hang on the whim of a creature like the Follett girl; but apparently it
did.
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