"’Back?’" She was so dazed that she echoed the word more or less
unconsciously.
They came in sight of a low brown tower at which he pointed with his
stick. "Do you see that church? Well, that church has got a parson—quite
a decent sort for a parson—"
"How do you know?"
"Because I talked to him—about half an hour ago. I said that if he was
going to be at home, we might look in on him toward the end of the
afternoon."
"You had no right to say anything of the kind."
"I know I hadn’t, but I took a chance. Won’t you take a chance, too,
Jennie? It would mean the beginning of the end of all your troubles. In
the long run, if not in the short run, I could take them off your
hands."
That she should be dead to this argument was not in human nature. Her
basic conception of a man was of one who would relieve her of her
burdens. Helplessness was a large part of her appeal. That marriage
meant being taken care of imparted, according to her thinking, its chief
common sense to the institution. She shrank from marrying _just_ to be
taken care of; but if there was no other way, and if in this way she
could bring to the family the stupendous Collingham connection in lieu
of her six a week.... She made up her mind to temporize.
"What makes you in such an awful hurry? We could do it any other day—"
"Did you ever see a sick man who wasn’t in an awful hurry to get well?"
"You’re not as bad as all that."
"Listen, Jennie," he said, with an ardor enhanced by her hints at
relenting; "listen, and I’ll tell you what I am. I’m like a chap that’s
been cut in two, who only lives because he knows the other half will be
joined to him again."
"That’s all very well; but where’s the other half?"
"Here." He touched her lightly on the arm. "You’re the other half of me,
Jennie; I’m the other half of you."
She laughed ruefully.
"That’s news to me."
"I thought it might be. That’s why I’m telling you. You don’t suppose
any other fellow could be to you what I’d be, do you?"
"I don’t know what you’d be to me because I’ve so many other things to
think of first."
"What sort of things?"
"What your folks would say, for one."
He replied, with a shade of embarrassment: "They’d say some pretty mean
things, to begin with."
"And to end with?"
"They’d give in. They’d have to. Families always do when you only leave
them Hobson’s choice."
She dropped into the studio idiom.
"That wouldn’t be all pie for me, would it?"
"Is anything ever all pie? You’ve got to work for your living in this
old world if you want to eat. I’m ready to work for this, Jennie. I’m
ready to move mountains for it, and, by God! I’m going to move them! But
do you know why?"
She said, shyly, "I suppose because you like me."
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