He turned his back and walked out of the kitchen. He did it so
significantly that it seemed to the mother there could be only one
meaning to the act. He had saved the money and resented being robbed of
it. She knew he was something of a coxcomb, and had always been proud
that he could look so neat. He had only two suits, a common one and a
best one, but even the common one was as brushed and pressed and stylish
as if he had a valet. Nevertheless, his great activity and his love of
rough-and-tumble skylarking made him hard on clothes in the sense of
wear, and the common one was growing shiny at the seams and thin where
there was most attrition. A new suit was an urgent necessity; so that if
he had a few dollars put away toward getting it, it would be no wonder
if it hurt him to be asked to give them up.
But Teddy had no few dollars put away. When the fund for the new suit
could be counted otherwise than in pennies, some special need had always
swept it into the family treasury. Teddy had let it go without a sigh.
He would have let it go without a sigh to-day, only that he had nothing
saved. Being naturally of a loving, care-taking disposition, it meant
more to him that Gussie or Gladys should have a new pair of shoes than
that he should be able to emulate Fred Inglis in ordering a suit at
Love’s.
Having left the kitchen, he did not go farther than the living room,
where, Gussie having taken herself upstairs, Gladys was drying her eyes.
He merely walked to the end of the room, his hands in his pockets, as he
stared above one of the hydrangea trees into Indiana Avenue. The windows
being open, the voices of playing children mingled with the even-song of
birds. To Teddy, there was mockery in these cheerful sounds. There was
mockery in the westering May sunshine, mockery in the groups of girls,
bareheaded and arm in arm, as they strolled toward Palisade Walk;
mockery in the ruddy-faced men who watered their shrubs and grass;
mockery in the aproned women who came to windows or doors in the
intervals of preparing supper. It all spoke of a homey comfort and
content, with no bluff behind it. In the Follett house all was bluff—and
misery.
Somehow, for reasons he couldn’t fathom, the cutting off of the gas from
the range seemed the last humiliation. In the matter of food, if one
thing was too dear, you could eat another. So it was in the whole round
of essentials in living. You could get a substitute or you could go
without. But for heat there was no substitute, and you couldn’t go
without it. It ranked with clothes and shelter as a necessity even among
savages. And yet here they were, a civilized family, living in a
civilized house, in a suburb of New York, deprived of what even Micmacs
could have at will. It was one of the happenings that could never have
been foreseen as possibilities.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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