As supper went on, it was little Gladys who brought up the question
which some one older might have asked.
"What would happen, daddy, if you couldn’t pay the interest and the
taxes?"
"They could sell us out of house and home."
But this possibility being more than a week off, the statement brought
no fears with it. Like all people who at the best of times are dependent
on a weekly wage, the Folletts had the mental attitude best described as
"from hand to mouth." That is, once the dinner was secure, there was no
will to worry as to where the supper was to come from. It was
fundamentally a question of outlook. People used to being provided for
naturally looked ahead; but where your most extended view could take you
no more than from one meal to another your powers of forecast grew
limited. Doubtless the provision was merciful, for, in the case of the
Folletts, even the parents felt the futility of dreading a calamity more
than a week away.
Of all the six, Jennie was the only one with a power of making
comparisons and drawing contrasts. She had had, that day, a glimpse of a
world as different from her own as paradise from earth. It was no use
saying that it was different only in degree; it was different also in
kind. It was different in values, in textures, in amplitudes. It was
another thing, not another aspect of the same thing. Junia Collingham
might be a human being like herself; but in all that was of practical
account, she was as widely separated from Jennie Follett as a New Yorker
from a Central African.
That was as far as Jennie got. Her mind was not given to deduction or
her spirit to asking questions. Not having a God in particular, she had
nothing to act as a great touchstone, to praise or to blame. Some human
beings had everything; others had next to nothing. The Folletts were
among "the others." Jennie didn’t know how or why. She didn’t ask to
know. Knowing would perhaps be worse than not knowing, since it might
stir rebellion where there was now only lassitude and resignation. But
there was the fact. The Collinghams could throw her twenty-five thousand
dollars as she threw a titbit to Pansy, while her father might be sold
out of house and home for lack of a hundred and fifty.
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