She wondered where she was going. There was a ferry far up on the
Riverside Drive which would take her across to New Jersey, and thence,
by a combination of trolley-cars, she could work her way southward to
Pemberton Heights. This would consume an hour and more, and so eat up
part of the afternoon. What she would do when she arrived home with her
dreams all shattered God alone knew. If she could only have seen her
friend, Mrs. Collingham, clinging to that kind hand as she poured out
her heart....
Just then a huge building came into sight on the left, and with it a new
impulse. She had often meant to visit it, though the day never seemed to
come. Gussie had once gone to the Metropolitan Museum in company with
Sadie Inglis, since when she had been in the habit of saying that she
had as good as taken a trip abroad. Jennie didn’t want a trip abroad;
she wanted soothing, comforting, affection. She wanted another drop of
that experienced, womanly sympathy, instinct with kindliness and
knowledge of the world which she had tasted for the first and only time
on that blissful afternoon at Collingham Lodge.
[Illustration: _JENNIE, YOU HAVEN’T GOT A HUNDRED DOLLARS! TELL ME YOU
HAVEN’T!_]
It was to get nearer to Collingham Lodge that she left the bus to drag
herself up the long flight of steps and into the vast, cool hall. There
were others going in, chiefly the Slavs and Italians for whom she felt a
legitimate Anglo-Saxon contempt, so that she had nothing to do but to
follow them. Thus she found herself at the top of another long flight of
steps, gazing about her in an awe that soon became an intoxicating sense
of beauty.
It was Jennie’s first approach to beauty on this scale of immensity and
variety. It was her first draught of Art. Her childhood’s poring over
_Ancient Rome Restored_ had given her a feeling for line and economy,
but she had never dreamed that color, substance, and texture could be
used with this daring, profuse creativeness. Having no ability to seize
details, she drifted helplessly up and down aisles of splendor and
gleam. Here there were gold and silver, here was tapestry, here crystal,
here enamel. The pictures were endless, endless. She could no more deal
with them than with a sunset. Life came to the Scarborough tradition in
her as it does to a frozen limb, with distress and yet with an element
of ecstasy. A soul that had passed to a higher plane of existence, whom
there was no one to welcome and guide, might have ventured timidly into
the celestial land as Jennie among these lovely things outside her
comprehension.
She came to herself, as it were, on hearing a man’s voice say, in a kind
of tone and idiom with which she was familiar:
"Have you looked at this Cellini now? That’s the only authentic bit of
Cellini in the United States. There’s six or seven other pieces in
different museums that people says is Cellini, but there’s always a
hitch in the proof."
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