British -- Italy -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Female friendship -- Fiction; Italy -- Fiction; Love stories
Mrs. Arbuthnot, coming out of her room, found her there like that,
standing in the middle of the hall staring.
“Now what does she think she sees now?” thought Mrs. Arbuthnot.
“We _are_ in God’s hands,” said Mrs. Wilkins, turning to her, speaking
with extreme conviction.
“Oh!” said Mrs. Arbuthnot quickly, her face, which had been covered
with smiles when she came out of her room, falling. “Why, what has
happened?”
For Mrs. Arbuthnot had woken up with such a delightful feeling of
security, of relief, and she did not want to find she had not after all
escaped from the need of refuge. She had not even dreamed of Frederick.
For the first time for years she had been spared the nightly dream that
he was with her, that they were heart to heart, and its miserable
awakening. She had slept like a baby, and had woken up confident; she
had found there was nothing she wished to say in her morning prayer
except Thank you. It was disconcerting to be told she was after all in
God’s hands.
“I hope nothing has happened?” she asked anxiously.
Mrs. Wilkins looked at her a moment, and laughed. “How funny,” she
said, kissing her.
“What is funny?” asked Mrs. Arbuthnot, her face clearing because Mrs.
Wilkins laughed.
“We are. This is. Everything. It’s all so wonderful. It’s so funny and
so adorable that we should be in it. I daresay when we finally reach
heaven—the one they talk about so much—we shan’t find it a bit more
beautiful.”
Mrs. Arbuthnot relaxed to smiling security again. “Isn’t it divine?”
she said.
“Were you ever, ever in your life so happy?” asked Mrs. Wilkins,
catching her by the arm.
“No,” said Mrs. Arbuthnot. Nor had she been; not ever; not even in her
first love-days with Frederick. Because always pain had been close at
hand in that other happiness, ready to torture with doubts, to torture
even with the very excess of her love; while this was the simple
happiness of complete harmony with her surroundings, the happiness that
asks for nothing, that just accepts, just breathes, just is.
“Let’s go and look at that tree close,” said Mrs. Wilkins. “I don’t
believe it can only be a tree.”
And arm in arm they went along the hall, and their husbands would not
have known them their faces were so young with eagerness, and together
they stood at the open window, and when their eyes, having feasted on
the marvellous pink thing, wandered farther among the beauties of the
garden, they saw sitting on the low wall at the east edge of it, gazing
out over the bay, her feet in lilies, Lady Caroline.
They were astonished. They said nothing in their astonishment, but
stood quite still, arm in arm, staring down at her.
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