Italy -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Violinists -- Fiction
"Then you are impertinent!" he cried brutally. "For unless you are a
consummate actress, you are beginning to care for me, me personally,
more than for any fiddling I ever have or am ever likely to do!"
A marble goddess looked suddenly forth from Anne's stony face.
"If you were not ill, and only a boy, I would send you away for saying
that!" Her voice was metallic.
The icy tones congealed his blood. In an excess of remorse, he fell down
at her feet and hid his face on the chaise-longue.
"Forgive me," he muttered. "But if you only knew how much it means to
have someone take an interest in me outside of my music! To feel that I
myself mean something to someone! My music has always been first with
everyone. I have been like a rich man's son, who is afraid to believe
that anyone cares for anything except his millions."
Raising his face, he looked pleadingly into her eyes. His misery melted
her heart, but her tone remained cold.
"I think you are forgetting your wife," she said quietly. "Surely you
cannot believe that your music came first with her!"
He evaded her reproachful gaze.
"Poor Claire, yes she did care!" His voice was at once reassured and
remorseful.
Anne smiled down upon him ironically. The colossal egotism of these
geniuses! But her voice was unruffled as she proceeded.
"Does care, you mean! Alexis, look at me." She sat up and took his
reluctant face into her hands. "I want you to go back to Claire. I want
you to make up to her for all your past unkindness. Will you do it to
please me?"
He jerked his head away violently and rose to his feet.
"No, ten thousand times no," he cried. "Does a prisoner ever return to
his dungeon? How can you ask such a thing? It is only because you are
tired of me. Want to get rid of me. Well, I am going any time you say.
This minute, if you wish!"
She shook her head with a low laugh.
"What, in all this rain?" she asked, as a sudden gust of wind tore at
the windows. "You are so excitable, my poor Alexis! Come, you know I
don't want you to go. I shall miss you sadly. But I can't help thinking
how much happier you might be if you only would." She looked wistfully
into the angry face.
He returned her glance with scorn.
"Happier? There's no such thing as happiness. At least for me; I'm not
so exacting as to demand it! But at least I can be free, and I shall!"
"There is nothing to prevent you, poor Alexis," she replied gently.
He hung his head and the light suddenly went out of his face.
"You are offended with me? I don't blame you----" his voice was low and
broken. "I suppose this is good-bye?"
A new pain bit into Anne's heart.
"Oh no, Alexis, no! How can you say so?" she broke in contritely. "If
you don't feel you can go back to the others"--she hesitated uncertainly
for a moment, "you may remain here with me. I have taken the lodge until
the first of November. There still remain almost ten days. Do you think
you could bear it?"
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