resolution, he is tormented with all the agonies of doubt and
uncertainty; he is terrified at the thought of violating so sacred a
rule, and at the same time is urged and goaded on by the fury of his
desires to violate it. He changes his purpose every moment; sometimes
he resolves to adhere to his principle, and not indulge a passion
which may corrupt the remaining part of his life with the horrors of
shame and repentance; and a momentary calm takes possession of his
breast, from the prospect of that security and tranquillity which he
will enjoy when he thus determines not to expose himself to the hazard
of a contrary conduct. But immediately the passion rouses anew, and
with fresh fury drives him on to commit what he had the instant before
resolved to abstain from. Wearied and distracted with those continual
irresolutions, he at length, from a sort of despair, makes the last
fatal and irrecoverable step; but with that terror and amazement with
which one flying from an enemy, throws himself over a precipice, where
he is sure of meeting with more certain destruction than from any
thing that pursues him from behind. Such {142} are his sentiments even
at the time of acting; though he is then, no doubt, less sensible of
the impropriety of his own conduct than afterwards, when his passion
being gratified and palled, he begins to view what he has done in the
light in which others are apt to view it; and actually feels, what he
had only foreseen very imperfectly before, the stings of remorse and
repentance begin to agitate and torment him.
-----
CHAP. V.--_Of the Influence and Authority of the general Rules of
Morality, and that they are justly regarded as the Laws of the
Deity._
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account