Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Jefferies, Richard, 1848-1887
Why couldn't I come and settle by? There was
plenty to paint. Though Goring itself was one of the ugliest places
in the world, there was Arundel, and its noble park, and river, and
castle close by. I must go and see it the very next day, and see
whether I could not work there, and come back every day and cheer
him. I was the best doctor, after all.
"Poor fellow! I did not then know or believe that he was so utterly
without sympathetic society except his devoted wife. It was so. I
am one of the dullest companions in the world; but I had sympathy
with his work, and knowledge, too, of his subjects. Well, nothing
would do but that I must go to Arundel the next day, and Mrs.
Jefferies must show me the town. 'He would do well enough for one
day. A good neighbour would come in, and with little Phyllis and
the maid he would be safe.'
"Therefore we went to Arundel (a short journey by train), and on
coming back found him standing against the door-post to welcome us.
"I have seldom been more touched than by my experience of that
evening, finding, amongst other things, that he had partly planned
and insisted on this Arundel trip to get us away so that he might,
unrebuked, spend some of his latest hard earnings in a pint of
'Perrier Jouet' for my supper.
"Do you know Goring churchyard? It is one of those dreary,
over-crowded, dark spots where the once-gravelled paths are green
with slimy moss, and it was a horror to poor Jefferies. More than
once he repeated the hope that he might not be laid there, and he
chose the place where his widow at last left him--amongst the
brighter grass and flowers at Broadwater.
"He died at Goring at half-past two on Sunday morning, August 14,
1887. His soul was released from a body wasted to a skeleton by six
long weary years of illness. For nearly two years he had been too
weak to write, and all his delightful work, during that period, was
written by his wife from his dictation. Who can picture the torture
of these long years to him, denied as he was the strength to walk
so much as one hundred yards in the world he loved so well? What
hero like this, fighting with Death face to face so long, fearing
and knowing, alas! too well, that no struggles could avail, and,
worse than all, that his dear ones would be left friendless and
penniless. Thus died a man whose name will be first, perhaps for
ever, in his own special work."
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'Monday, Aug. 15,
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