Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Jefferies, Richard, 1848-1887
At the last, during the long communings of the night when he lay
sleepless, happy to be free, if only for a few moments, from pain, the
simple old faith came back to him. He had arrived long before, as we
have seen, at the grand discovery: that the perfect soul wants the
perfect body, and that the perfect body must be inhabited by the
perfect soul. To this conclusion, you have seen, he was led by Nature
herself. Now he beheld clearly--perhaps more clearly than ever--the way
from this imperfect and fragmentary life to a fuller, happier life
beyond the grave. He had no need of priest; he wanted no other assurance
than the voice and words of Him who swept away all priests. The man who
wrote the "Story of My Heart;" the man who was filled to overflowing
with the beauty and order of God's handiwork; the man who felt so deeply
the shortness, and imperfections, and disappointments of life that he
was fain to cry aloud that all happens by chance; the man who had the
vision of the Fuller Soul, died listening with faith and love to the
words contained in the Old Book.
* * * * *
What follows is written by his friend, Mr. J.W. North, who was with him
during the last days.
"It was in the early summer, two or three months before his death,
that I saw Jefferies for the last time alive. He had then been
living at Goring for some short time, and this was my first visit
to him there. I was pleased to find that his house was far
pleasanter than the dreary and bleak cottage which he had rented at
Crowborough. It had a view of the sea, a warm southern exposure,
and a good and interesting garden: in one corner a quaint little
arbour, with a pole and vane, and near the centre a genuine
old-fashioned draw-well. Poor fellow! Painfully, with short
breathing, and supported on one side by Mrs. Jefferies and on the
other by myself, he walked round this enclosure, noticing and
drawing our attention to all kinds of queer little natural objects
and facts. Between the well and the arbour was a heap of rough,
loose stones, overgrown by various creeping flowers. This was the
home of a common snake, discovered there by Harold, and poor
Jefferies stood, supported by us, a yard or so away and peered into
every little cranny and under every leaf with eyes well used to
such a search until some tiny gleam, some minute cold glint of
light, betrayed the snake. Weakness and pain seemed forgotten for
the moment--alas! only for the moment. Uneasily he sat in the
little arbour telling me how his disease seemed still to puzzle the
doctors; how he felt well able in mind to work, plenty of mental
energy, but so weak, _so fearfully weak_, that he could no longer
write with his own hand; that his wife was patient and good to help
him. He had nobody to come and talk with him of the world of
literature and art.
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