Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Jefferies, Richard, 1848-1887
"Between the brothers there was the strangest mixture of affection
and repulsion. The elder smiled at the excitement and energy of the
younger; the younger openly despised the studious habits and
solitary life of the elder. In time of real trouble and difficulty
they would have been drawn together; as it was, there was little
communion; the one went his way, and the other his. There was
perhaps rather an inclination to detract from each other's
achievements than to praise them, a species of jealousy or envy
without personal dislike, if that can be understood. They were good
friends, and yet kept apart.
"Oliver made friends of all, and thwacked and banged his enemies
into respectful silence. Felix made friends of none, and was
equally despised by nominal friends and actual enemies. Oliver was
open and jovial; Felix reserved and contemptuous, or sarcastic in
manner. His slender frame, too tall for his width, was against him;
he could neither lift the weights nor undergo the muscular strain
readily borne by Oliver. It was easy to see that Felix, although
nominally the eldest, had not yet reached his full development. A
light complexion, fair hair and eyes, were also against him; where
Oliver made conquests, Felix was unregarded. He laughed, but
perhaps his secret pride was hurt."
After his return from Sydenham the boy, as I have said, went to school
for a year or two at Swindon. Then he presently began to read. He had
always delighted in books, especially in illustrated books; now he began
to read everything that he could get.
The boy who reads everything, the boy who takes out his younger brothers
and his cousins and makes them all pretend as he pleases, see what he
orders them to see, and shudder at his bidding and at the creatures of
his own imagination--what sort of future is in store for that boy? And
think of what his life might have become had he been forced into
clerkery or into trade: how crippled, miserable, and cramped! It is
indeed miserable to think of the thousands designed for a life of art,
of letters, of open air, or of science, wasted and thrown away in
labouring at the useless desk or the hateful counter.
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