Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Jefferies, Richard, 1848-1887
"... It is now four months since I last saw you, and during that
time I have unremittingly endeavoured to get money by all the fair
means I could think of. Scarcely a day has passed without making
some attempt, or without maturing some plan, and yet all of them,
as if by some kind of fate, have failed. I have written all sorts
of things. Very few were rejected, but none brought any return. I
have endeavoured to get employment, but there is none within reach.
My old place has been filled up for months, and I could not recover
it without resorting to unfair means, unless by some unforeseen
accident. The other two papers here are sufficiently supplied with
reporters, and though ready enough to receive my writings, don't
pay a farthing. There remains a paper at Marlborough to which I
applied. They were quite ready to employ me, but said that, as
their circulation at Swindon was very small, they could give but a
small price--quoting a sum which absolutely would not buy me a
dinner once a week. This was no good. Other papers further off
refused entirely. As for answering advertisements, or seeking
situations in other places, it was useless, from the following
circumstance. In the autumn a large London paper failed, and the
staff was thrown out. The consequence was, that the market became
overstocked with reporters, and all vacancies were speedily filled.
My next step was to try the London papers, especially the _Pall
Mall_, with which I have had more or less connection for years. As
I told you, three of the Dailies said if I were in town they could
give me plenty of work, but not regular employment. In other words,
one would employ me one day, another another, until an opening
occurred for regular work...."
There are other details showing that it was a terrible time of
tightness. Threatenings of county court for a debt of L2 10s.; personal
apparel falling to pieces; work offered by the _Pall Mall Gazette_ and
other papers if he would go up to London. But how? One must have enough
to pay for board and lodging for a week, at least; one must have enough
for the railway-fare; one must present a respectable appearance. And now
only a single halfpenny left! We have seen with sorrow how the young man
had been already reduced to two shillings and threepence. But this seems
affluence when we look at that solitary halfpenny. Only a halfpenny!
Why, the coin will buy absolutely nothing.
Yet in this, the darkest hour, when he had no money and could get no
work--when his own people had ceased to believe in him--he still
continued to believe in himself. That kind of belief is a wonderful
medicine in time of trouble. It is sovereign against low spirits,
carelessness, and inactivity--the chief evils which follow on
ill-success.
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