The Executor: Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine vol. LXXXIXOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Executor: Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine vol. LXXXIX
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Lawyers -- Fiction
effectually as if he had not been five-and-forty, an old bachelor, and
an attorney; and after half an hour of these slowly-growing,
half-conscious, half-resisted thoughts, any chance that had brought the
name of the dead woman’s lost daughter to his memory, would have called
forth a very different “confound Phœbe Thomson!” from that which burst
from his troubled lips in the house in Grove Street. Possibly it was
some such feeling which roused him up a moment after, when the great cat
came softly purring to his feet and rubbed against his slippers. Mr
Brown started violently, thrust puss away, flung himself back into his
chair, grew very red, and murmured something about “an ass!” ashamed to
detect himself in his own vain imaginations. But that sudden waking up
did not last. After he had filled his glass and emptied it--after he had
stirred his fire, and made a little noise, with some vague idea of
dispelling the spell he was under--the fairy returned and retook
possession under a less agreeable aspect. Suppose _he_ were to be
enriched, what was to become of the poor Christians? They were not very
near relations, and the old woman had a right to leave her money where
she liked. Still there was a human heart in John Brown’s bosom. Somehow
that little episode in the street returned to his recollection; Bessie
running across, light and noiseless, with her message. How young the
creature must be after all, to have so much to do. Poor little Bessie!
she had not only lost her chance of being a great fortune, and one of
the genteel young ladies of Carlingford, but she had lost her chance of
the doctor, and his new house and rising practice. Shabby fellow! to
leave the pretty girl he was fond off, because she was a good girl, and
was everything to her old father and mother. “I wonder will they say
that’s my fault too?” said John Brown to himself; and stumbled up to his
feet again on the stimulus of that thought, with a kind of sheepish, not
unpleasant embarrassment, and a foolish half-smile upon his face.
Somehow at that moment, looking before him, as he had done so many
hundred times standing on his own hearthrug, it occurred to him all at
once what a bare room this was that he spent his evenings in--what an
inhuman, chilly, penurious place! scarcely more homelike than that bit
of open street, across which Bessie came tripping this afternoon,
wanting to speak to him. Nobody wanted to speak to him here. No wonder
he had a threatening of rheumatism last winter. What a cold, wretched
barn of a room! He could not help wondering to himself whether the
drawing-room was any better. In the new start his long-dormant
imagination had taken, John Brown actually shivered in the moral
coldness of his spacious, lonely apartment. In his mind he daresaid that
the Christians looked a great deal more comfortable in that little box
of theirs, with that poor little girl working, and teaching, and keeping
all straight.
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