The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
There was a gentleman sitting by her, foremost of two or three that
were in the box, and he made room for me with an indulgent smile. He
was a genial, precise-looking person, with a star on his right breast,
and the queue of his wig reaching down his back in long curls that
were gathered into a ribbon. I took him, rightly, to be Sir William,
the husband, and made him my demure bow as I passed. His lady gave me
a great kiss, in full view of the house, and taking a little jewel
from her bosom, pinned it into mine.
“There,” she said, “wear this for Lady Hamilton, in token of the only
reel feeling she has come across in your beastly city.”
Sir William put his hand on her arm.
“My dear,” he said.
She fanned herself boisterously. She had been disappointed, everyone
knew, in her designs to be received at court, and was to leave England
in a few days missing the coveted honour. Somehow she reminded me of
the “bouncing chit” that our gentlemen call a champagne bottle--she so
gushed and sparkled, and was a little large and loud.
I made my acknowledgments quite prettily, and left the box; and, once
got outside, leaned for a moment against the wall, with a feeling of
mortal sickness come over me. For, as I retreated, I had come face to
face with those seated at the back--_and one of them was the Earl of
Herring_.
Had he recognised me? He had not appeared to lift his eyes, even, as
he sat at discussion with his neighbour. And that might be the most
deadly sign of all.
I don’t know how I got through the rest of my part. But that night I
clung to Patty as if she were my only support in a failing world.
Morning brought some reassurance; and so, for a further evening or
two, finding myself still unmolested, I struggled to convince myself
that he had not seen, or that I was forgotten, and my fault passed
over. But all the time the terror lay at my heart.
On the third evening, as I was entering the theatre, I encountered a
poor creature standing by the stage door. I went to him; I almost fell
upon his breast in my agitation.
“Gogo!” I said, “Gogo!” and stood dumb and shame-stricken before him.
He threw up his hands with that odd familiar gesture, with that
tempestuous sigh which found such an immediate response in my soul.
“Are you not coming in?” I faltered.
He shook his head.
“You are dismissed?”
“I spoiled their dragon for them.”
I burst into tears.
“It was for me, dear. Do you see to what I have come? Forgive me,
Gogo.”
“I can’t help myself,” he groaned. “You are my destiny.”
“Gogo, I am frightened; I am in danger. Help me, Gogo.”
The poor fellow smiled.
“In everything but running away, Diana.”
“And that is just where I want your help. Come to me: come and see me
to-morrow, Gogo, will you? O, Gogo, will you?”
“Don’t be foolish, Diana. At what time?”
“You know my address?”
“Of course I do.”
“As early as early, then; the moment I am out of bed.”
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