The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
“She did not return?” she asked. “Then”--
“She is dead,” I whispered.
After all, I believed it was true; that she could not have survived
the wreck of all things which my abduction must have meant to her. The
gentlewoman gave a gasp of pity and self-rebuke, and enfolded me in
her arms.
“Forgive me!” she cried. “O, I was cruel! The poor lost lamb! So
white, so helpless, so delivered to the wolves! But”--she bethought
herself--“where was this?-- And your unhappy father?”
“He had taken me to Brighthelmston,” I stammered; “he was not of our
religion--of any. He made me dance before the pretty prince, and would
have given me to him, but that the sweep whom he fought stole me out
of revenge first.”
The priest and the lady exchanged looks.
“Am I justified?” she asked. “The peril, the iniquity! O, surely,
Father--surely!”
He shrugged his shoulders.
“Write to the Magdalens first,” said he, “and verify it.”
She thought a little, then addressed me again.
“And if I do, would you like to make your home here in the meantime,
Diana?”
The strain had been very severe. I fell on my knees before her,
weeping. I knew, from what my governess had once told me, that les
Madelonnettes must confirm the worst of my story.
“O, madam,” I cried, “if you would train me in goodness and piety!”
She kissed me, then looked up, her immobile face quite transfigured.
“Perhaps,” she thrilled, “some day, perhaps some day to fill the place
and vindicate the vows of the poor weak apostate who gave you life!”
“Write to the Magdalens,” growled Father Pope.
VII.
I AM PUT AWAY IN CAMPHOR
I cannot hold Lady Sophia altogether irresponsible for the loss to
the Calendar of a very promising saint. I entered Wellcot enthusiastic
to devote the rest of my days to the practices of piety and
self-renunciation, and I was moved to this resolve not least by the
example my benefactress seemed to offer me of the most perfect
detachment from the world. Alas! I was too soon to realise how the
chaste aloofness of a mind may mean only a vanity so sensitive, and an
irritability so nervous, as for ever to be on their defence against
unwarranted approaches. I had thought her serenely above the
littlenesses of life; and all the time she only sat on a level with
them, but apart, in alarm lest her moral distinction should be held to
justify familiarities with her social. The folded wings of piety may
be used to conceal some uncelestial humours. I had supposed, at least,
that passion was the remotest from her temperament; and there even I
was wrong, as you shall learn.
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