The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
He strutted along, pluming himself on my praise. All that I have
stated--the truth about this smiling, damned Gehenna--I drew from him
then or thereafter. I cannot recall it now without a shudder like
death’s.
Once that morning we came, in a retired corner, upon the prettiest,
greenest graveyard--the sweetest God’s-acre, God pity it! in all the
sad world. It was studded with quiet flowers, screened with fragrant
shrubs, thick with graves, _each a nameless grassy barrow_. What depth
of tragedy in it all! I cannot, I vow, dwell any longer on the
picture, but must cover the details of it at a gallop.
I was nine weeks, before I found release, in this appalling hell--a
time the most stupendous of my life. I will acquit the Lady Sophia of
intending the worst; I cannot acquit her of implying it. Whether from
jealousy, or a true conviction as to the unpardonable nature of my
recreancy, she failed, at least, to assure the instruments of her
cruelty that my death-sentence was not intimated in the bond. It is
possible she may have been totally ignorant of the real character of
the place to which she condemned me. She is none the less responsible
for the conclusions the Rhadamanthus of that inferno elected to draw
from her dubiety. Anyhow, I am convinced that my destruction was
designed, before I had been there many days.
In the meantime--O, my Alcide, pity thy Diane! What had she done to
merit this fate, the most awful that could befall a brilliant sanity?
Very, very soon that early buoyancy was like nothing but the memory of
a bright star, that had exploded and scattered as soon as realised. A
sickness, a deadly apprehension, took its place; a sense of some
creeping, circumventing terror, which hemmed me in, stealthy and
pitiless, concentrating my thoughts on a single point in this cursed
paradise. I was inoculated with the disease of the morbid intellects
about me. My reason suffered deliberate contamination by the
remorseless ghoul my keeper. No fewer than three times during my short
sojourn in his inferno did the corpse of a self-destroyer witness to
the success of his methods. They went to swell the bloody tally of
shrouds under the grass in the little graveyard; and, thinking of them
there, their awful waiting testimony, I would look up to find the evil
eye of their murderer fixed upon me in covert, lustful speculation.
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