The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
For long I remained incredulous that my wit could be utterly impotent
to devise a means to escape. Gradually, only, the sinister
watchfulness which guarded every outlet of this green prison, and the
fiendish incorruptibility of its warders, was bitten into my brain.
Pleas and graces were accepted for nothing but an encouragement to
unwelcome attentions, indeed. It was not supposed that one could be
insane and modest. Many sold their virtue for a little surcease from
tyranny, bartered their dearer than life for a poor extension of
living. At the same time, and for the same reason, a most rigid
embargo was placed on all communications with the outside world. Worse
than a Russian censorship doomed these utter exiles from hope.
In the worst of my despair I had written to Patty, to de Crespigny,
begging them to intercede for me with the cruel woman, who yet _could_
not be aware of the inhuman character of her revenge. Finally, I wrote
to madam herself--an appeal that would have melted a heart of stone.
My cries were uttered into space. They were never allowed, in spite of
all specious pretence, to penetrate the boundaries of my doom. They
recoiled only upon my own fated head, precipitating its calamity, and
the swifter because I was persistent in justifying my birth-name to my
hateful would-be destroyer.
The little craze they called Jimmy was my sole stay and buckler. He
attached himself to me vigorously, and by his quickness and
waspishness more than made up for his lack of inches. I never knew who
he was, or immured at whose instigation. There was warrant, anyhow,
for his detention; yet not sufficient, it appeared, for his “removal.”
His philosophy of madness was just a counterbuff to that of the
deceased Captain. If, in short, more than enough was less than
nothing, then less than nothing was more than enough; wherefore Jimmy,
twitted with being less than nothing, knew himself really to be
greatly better than most, though he could never get over the envy of
smaller souls in refusing him the credit of his stature. What is
apparently little is relatively great, he often assured me, while
bemoaning his inability to knock the truism into the thin asparagus
heads that shot above his own sturdy one. He spent the most of his
time, and I with him, in what was known as the workshop--a detached
ivy-grown shed, buried amongst trees, very private, and with a deep
well in it, and furnished with all sorts of dangerous tools for cranks
of a mechanical turn. There he wrought incessantly, for he was a
capable carpenter; and there, watching and helping him, I strove to
forget something of my misery. One morning, entering this shed, we
found a little group of employés gathered about the well, talking and
laughing, and fishing with a long grapnel. A partition separated us
from the obscene crew, whose movements, unobserved by them, we
crouched to watch.
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