The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
“A thousand to one it’s old Star-jelly,” whispered my companion.
“’Twas plain from the first the creature was booked.”
They hauled it to the surface while he muttered--a sodden body caught
by its waistband and doubled backwards--and slopped their hideous
burden on the floor. The white sightless face settled backwards, as if
with a sigh of rest, and I could hardly refrain from a scream of
terror. I had known this poor thing for the few days since he had been
admitted--a wreck so torn, so noisome, so straining the remnant of
life through fretted lungs, it should have seemed a mockery to
precipitate its end. I had known, and never, till now seeing it
clothed in the white uniform of death, had recognised it. It was the
mad incubus of “Rupert’s Folly,” caught somehow tripping at last and
consigned to his doom. The red earl had succeeded by long waiting in
curing himself of this itch. He was one of a deadly persistent family.
That night I could not even cry myself to sleep.
I don’t know how it was that I was at last driven to visit the Suicide
Tower. I had caught glimpses, remote in the grounds, of a picturesque,
creeper-hung pagoda set in flowering thickets; but had always, since
that first morning of deadly association with it, turned with loathing
from the sight. Now, somehow, by degrees, the thing began to impress
itself with a certain fascination on me. I felt drawn to it by a
horrible curiosity, none the less morbidly self-indulgent because I
knew that my jailer, a proselyte of the subtle Mesmer, had long been
practising to master my will and get me entirely under his influence.
Snuffing here, nibbling there, as it were, like a heifer approaching
in pretended unconsciousness the stranger in the field, I gradually
lost my power of resistance, the circumference of my orbit slowly
lessened, until, behold! one day the attraction found me helpless to
oppose it, and, with a little cry to myself, I yielded and went
rapidly towards the tower. As I approached the spot, I could hardly
feel my limbs; my soul, penetrated with a sort of exquisite nausea,
seemed already straining to leave the earth; a mist, luminous, vaguely
peopled, eddied before my eyes. Perhaps a confidence derived from the
possession of my duck-stone--which all this time I had been jealous to
preserve, using it even occasionally, in moments of prostration, for a
drug to my nerves--conduced to my undervaluing the force of
temptations to which I owned such a counter-charm. In any case, I made
so little resistance in the end, that the evil thing concealed amongst
the thick bushes by the tower, whence and whither he had drawn me by
his spells, must have chuckled to see me so easily netted.
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