The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
“What do you mean?” he began loudly, and as instantly collapsed again.
“You had no right to be there at all,” he said.
“Nor should I,” I replied, “but to show you that virtue may have a
familiar as well as vice, and one, too, capable of answering to a
wicked challenge.”
I got to my feet as I spoke. He stared at me utterly disconcerted,
and, as I withdrew, followed me like a scourged dog.
From that time he sought rather to preserve than to destroy me, and I
found myself, as one of the elect, locked into my room at night. He
had realised, I suppose, that wickedness could over-reach itself in
the chance entertainment of spirits potent beyond the worst it could
of itself evoke; and, though he still clung to me as a sort of hostage
for his own miserable salvation, made many abject efforts towards my
conciliation, amongst which I had great reason to reckon a relaxation
in the watchfulness which had hitherto dogged my every movement.
XIV.
I AM RESCUED BY MY MONSTER
Have you not noticed, my little friend, how the wicked are always
the superstitious? It is because life is to them full of dark corners,
in which the unsuspected hides. The atheist will still be for baiting
a deity whose existence he denies; he will wring a response from a
vacuum, which failing, he fears to canvass emptiness for the reason.
Dr. Peel knew well the impotence of virtue to conquer. He saw it of
such poor force in the world as to figure of no moment at all in a
contest with vice. He did not fear God, but he feared that the devil
was God, and vindictive where the harming of his protégées--of whom
he had no thought but that I must be one--was concerned. He had been
eye-witness of the, to him unaccountable, foiling of his project; and
it struck him as if he had fallen upon an ambush in one of those dark
corners. He shrunk back terrified, and thenceforth exchanged his
noisome attentions to me for an attitude of propitiation which was as
unwelcome, and even more stultifying, in seeming, to my hopes,
inasmuch as it included an increased jealous concern for my
safeguarding. But there, in the end, his service of his dark master
was made to recoil upon his own head, through his very scepticism of
the more divinely cunning power which works for good. He would lock
me, as I said, into my room at night, thereby securing me not only
from prowling evils, but an asylum in which I might ponder undisturbed
what plans I could of escape. And it was that security from
interruption which enabled me presently to realise on an opportunity
of which I was quite unexpectedly made the mistress.
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