France -- Fiction; Identity -- Fiction; Love stories; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She crossed the threshold of the Logis without stopping and went
straight to the summer-house. Her eyes longed to pierce the screen of
foliage that hid the hill from sight. She had not a doubt that he was
there; and, at the same time, she felt the madness of her certainty.
She arrived. Her glance at once swept the rocks. He was there.
She was on the point of throwing him handfuls of kisses, or else of
kneeling down and stretching out her arms to him across space, but she
saw him running down the slope and she herself started running towards
him, as fast as she could.
She arrived all out of breath at the bottom of the garden, broke down
the little wooden gate, which was slow in opening, and sprang into the
road at the moment when Guillaume crossed the bridge:
“Gilberte!”
“Guillaume!”
They assured themselves with a glance that nothing was changed in either
of them and then silently followed the road that skirts the Varenne.
They dared not speak, overcome with the importance of the words which
they were about to pronounce. Besides, excitement gripped them by the
throat.
Thus they arrived at Notre-Dame-sur-l’Eau, the old Norman chapel which
is so prettily situated on the river-bank.
Leaning on the balustrade above the water flowing through the arches of
the bridge, they revelled in the delight of dreaming side by side. Then
Guillaume said:
“It was more than I could bear. I wanted to see you, if only for a few
minutes ... and to gather fresh courage....”
She asked, in a voice that did not sound like her own:
“Then ... you are going back?...”
“I intended to ... but I can’t now.... I can’t now....”
He continued, almost in a whisper:
“It’s not weakness. But I am seeing you; and to see you is to see things
and ideas as they are. You flood them with the light which is in you and
which springs from you. Yes, I tried to escape the temptation and I had
a wild desire to work in solitude, so as to achieve the wealth and fame
that would have permitted me to marry you. And now ... and now I see
that it is all madness. Why suffer uselessly? Let us struggle together,
Gilberte. I can do nothing without you ... I am too much in love with
you.”
“And your scruples?” she asked, maliciously.
“What do wealth and poverty matter? They are words to which I was able
to attach a certain value when away from you in writing to you. But,
when I am near you, it seems to me that they mean nothing. A man has no
right to order his life by such empty phrases.... Oh, Gilberte, you put
everything in its right proportion, you are truth itself, your love
gives certainty and peace! Such as I am, I am worthy of you, because you
love me....”
She gave him her hand. He asked:
“You are not angry with me?”
“For going away, Guillaume? No, I was so sure that you would come
back!”
IX
AFFIANCED
On the next afternoon, Adèle burst into the room where Gilberte was
sitting after lunch:
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