It was on a delightful evening in the early spring, that I found
myself seated, for the first time, in a comfortable little parlour
pertaining to the Black Swan, and Mary attending on me--she being the
chief, nay, almost the only person in the establishment, who could
serve a table. I was struck with her loveliness, as well as
captivated with her engaging manner, and though I had for thirty
years defied the artifices of blind Cupid, I now felt myself all at
once over head and ears in love with this village beauty. Although
placed in so low a sphere as that in which I then beheld her, there
was a something about her that proclaimed her to be of gentle birth.
Whoever looked upon her countenance, felt conscious that there was a
respect due to her which it is far from customary to extend to girls
in waiting at an inn. Hers were
"Eyes so pure, that from their ray
Dark vice would turn abashed away."
Her feet were small and fairy-like, from which, if her voice,
redolent of musical softness--that thing so desirable in woman--had
not already informed me, I should have set her down as being of
English extraction.
Several months elapsed ere it was again in my power to visit Altonby.
During all that time, my vagrant thoughts had been of Mary--sleeping
or waking, her form was ever present to my fancy. On entering the
Black Swan, it was Mary who bounded forward to welcome me with a
delighted smile. She seemed gratified at my return; and I was no
less so at the cordiality of my reception. The month was July, and
the evening particularly fine; so, not having business of much
consequence to transact in the place, and Mary having to attend to
the comforts of others beside myself, then sojourning at the Black
Swan, I sallied forth alone--
"To take my evening's walk of meditation."
When one happens to be left _per se_ in a provincial town, where he
is alike unknowing and unknown--where there is no theatre or other
place of amusement in which to spend the evening--it almost
invariably happens that he pays a visit to the churchyard, and
delights himself, for an hour or so, with deciphering the
tombstones,--a recreation extremely healthful to the body, and
soothing to the mind. It was to the churchyard on that evening I
bent my steps, thinking, as I went along, seriously of Mary.
"What is she to me?" I involuntarily exclaimed; "I have no time to
waste upon women: I am a wanderer, with no great portion of worldly
gear. In my present circumstances it is impossible I can marry her;
and to think of her in any other light were villanous. No, no! I
will no longer cherish a dream which can never be realised."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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