"Ah! Mr Moir," cried Mary, coming forward to welcome me in her usual
way, the moment she heard my voice, "you have been long a stranger.
I fancied that, somehow or other, I was the cause of it, for you went
away last time without bidding me good-bye." I held her hand in
mine, I saw her eyes sparkle, and the blush suffuse her cheek, and I
muttered a confused apology. "Well! I am so glad to see you," she
continued. "It was but yesterday I spoke of you to the captain."
"The captain," I repeated, while the pangs of jealousy, which had,
during the last five minutes, been gradually lulled over to sleep,
suddenly roused themselves. "Who is the captain, Mary?"
"Oh? I'm sure you will like him when you become acquainted with
him," said she, blushing. "There is something so prepossessing about
him, that really I defy any one not to like him." The animation with
which she gave utterance to these words made me miserable, and I
cursed the captain in my heart.
The next day passed over without my being able to obtain a sight of
my rival; and, when I walked out in the afternoon, he had not yet
risen. Mary's assigned reason for this was, that he was an invalid;
but his was more the disease of the mind than of the body. In his
memory there was implanted a deep sorrow, which time could never root
out. In my walk, the churchyard and the venerable ruins of the
church were visited--I stood again beside the grave of the hapless
Clara Douglas, and her melancholy story afforded me a theme for sad
reflection, which, for a while, banished Mary and all jealous fears
from my mind.
It was evening when I reached "mine inn." On passing the parlour
window, a sight met my eye which brought the colour to my cheeks. A
tall, noble-looking man lay extended upon the sofa, while Mary leant
over him in kindly solicitude, and, with marked assiduity, placed
cushions for his head, and arranged his military cloak. This, then,
must be the captain, and he and my mysterious friend were not the
same. That was some consolation, however.
Thus as he lay, he held Mary's hand in his. My breast was racked
with agony intense; for
Oh! what a host of killing doubts and fears,
Of melancholy musings, deep perplexities,
Must the fond heart that yields itself to love
Struggle with and endure."
Once I determined on flying from the scene, and leaving my rival in
undisputed possession of the village beauty; but, having been
resolved that no woman should ever have it in her power to say she
made me wretched, I screwed my courage to the sticking place, and, on
seeing Mary leave the parlour, I shortly afterwards entered it.
The stranger scarcely noticed my entrance, so intently was his
attention fixed upon the perusal of a newspaper which he held in his
hand. I sat down at the window, and, for want of something better to
do, gazed with a scrutinising eye upon the gambols of the ducks and
geese outside.
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