Not so for the Commuter. He is compelled to live. I have been
reckoning up my inconveniences: the things that I possess; the things
I have that are mine; not rented, borrowed, hired, avoided, but
claimed, performed, made, owned; that I am burdened with, responsible
for; that require my time and my hands. And I find that, for a fairly
full life there are inconveniences enough incidental to commuting.
To begin with, there is the place of the Commuter’s home. Home? Yes,
no doubt, he has a home, but where is it? Can Heaven, besides the
Commuter, find out the way there?
You are standing with your question at the entrance of the great
terminal station as the wintry day and the city are closing, and it is
small wonder that you ask if God knows whither, over the maze of
tracks reaching out into the night, each of this commuting multitude
is going. But follow one, any one of the bundled throng--this one,
this tired, fine-faced Scotchman of fifty years whom we chanced to see
during the day selling silks behind the counter of a department store.
It is a chill November evening, with the meagre twilight already
spent. Our Commuter has boarded a train for a nineteen-mile ride; then
an electric car for five miles more, when he gets off, under a lone
electric light, swinging amid the skeleton limbs of forest trees. We
follow him, now on foot, down a road dark with night and overhanging
pines, on past a light in a barn, and on--when a dog barks, a horse
whinnies, a lantern flares suddenly into the road and comes pattering
down at us, calling, “Father! father!”
We stop at the gate as father and daughter enter the glowing kitchen.
A moment later we hear a cheerful voice greeting the horse, and then,
had we gone closer to the barn, we might have heard the creamy tinkle
of milk, spattering warm into the bottom of the tin pail.
Heaven knew whither, over the reaching rails, this tired seller of
silks was going. Heaven was there awaiting him. The yard-stick was
laid down at half-past five o’clock; at half-past six by the clock the
Commuter was far away, farther than the other side of the world, in
his own small barn where they neither sell silk nor buy it, but where
they have a loft full of fragrant meadow hay, and keep a cow, and eat
their oatmeal porridge with cream.
It is an inconvenient world, this distant, darkened, unmapped country
of the Commuter. Only God and the Commuter know how to get there, and
they alone know why they stay. But there are reasons, good and
sufficient reasons--there are inconveniences, I should say, many and
compelling inconveniences, such as wife and children, miles in, miles
out, the isolation, the chores, the bundles--loads of bundles--that
keep the Commuter commuting. Once a commuter, always a commuter,
because there is no place along the road, either way, where he can put
his bundles down.
Bundles, and miles in, and miles out, and isolation, and children, and
chores? I will count them all.
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