The bundles I have carried! And the bundles I have yet to carry! to
“tote”! to “tote”! But is it all of life to be free from bundles? How,
indeed, may one so surely know that one has a hold upon life as when
one has it done into a bundle? Life is never so tangible, never so
compact and satisfactory as while still wrapped up and tied with a
string. One’s clothes, to take a single example, as one bears them
home in a box, are an anticipation and a pure joy--the very clothes
that, the next day, one wears as a matter of course, or wears with
disconcerting self-consciousness, or wears, it may be, with physical
pain.
Here are the Commuter’s weary miles. Life to everybody is a good deal
of a journey; to nobody so little of a journey, however, as to the
Commuter, for his traveling is always bringing him home.
And as to his isolation and his chores it is just the same, because
they really have no separate existence save in the urban mind, as
hydrogen and oxygen have no separate existence save in the corked
flasks of the laboratory. These gases are found side by side nowhere
in nature. Only water is to be found free in the clouds and springs
and seas--only the union of hydrogen and oxygen, because it is part of
the being of these two elements to combine. So is it the nature of
chores and isolation to combine--into water, like hydrogen and
oxygen, into a well of water, springing up everlastingly to the
health, the contentment, and to the self-sufficiency of the Commuter.
At the end of the Commuter’s evening journey, where he lays his
bundles down, is home, which means a house, not a latch-key and
“rooms”; a house, I say, not a “floor,” but a house that has
foundations and a roof, that has an outside as well as inside, that
has shape, character, personality, for the reason that the Commuter
and not a Community, lives there. Flats, tenements, “chambers,”
“apartments”--what are they but public buildings, just as inns and
hospitals and baths are, where you pay for your room and ice-water, or
for your cot in the ward, as the case may be? And what are they but
unmistakable signs of a reversion to earlier tribal conditions, when
not only the cave was shared in common, but the wives and children and
the day’s kill? The differences between an ancient cliff-house and a
modern flat are mere details of construction; life in the two would
have to be essentially the same, with odds, particularly as to rooms
and prospect, in favor of the cliff-dweller.
The least of the troubles of flatting is the flat; the greatest is
the shaping of life to fit the flat, conforming, and sharing one’s
personality, losing it indeed! I’ll commute first! The only thing I
possess that distinguishes me from a factory shoe-last or an angel of
heaven is my personality. Shoe-lasts are known by sizes and styles,
angels by ranks; but a man is known by what he isn’t, and by what he
hasn’t, in common with anybody else.
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