The Fantasy Fan, April 1934: The Fan's Own Magazine — John Shaqi
The Fantasy Fan, April 1934: The Fan's Own MagazineVarious
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The Fantasy Fan, April 1934: The Fan's Own Magazine
Various
Fan magazines; Fantasy fiction -- History and criticism -- Periodicals; Fantasy fiction -- Periodicals
"And then," came his voice to me, a bloodcurdling knife of a voice,
"and then, how can you explain that I _understood_ that voice?... tell
me that ... I never heard that language before ... it was just a jumble
at first ... and then ... and then ... in a flash ... I _understood_ it
... just as if I had lived there ... lived there fifty thousand years
ago."
His voice became a wild shriek, a voice that a ghost might have: "Ah!
Saviour! God! How can it be?... how _can_ it be?"
That was all. I sprang to my feet joyfully--as joyfully as I could
after passing through that--and ran to him. The light of madness had
died out of his eyes. He had seen me and recognized me. His shoulders
drooped as if he carried the weight of a world on them.
With a babble of sobs and broken cries I threw my arms around him and
thanked the Lord he had been saved.
He gently disengaged me.
"O.K. Bob," he said weakly. "I'm over it now."
"Darn right you are!" I said more calmly, realizing I must show a
braver front than I had. "And what's more, we're going to get out of
here!"
I took him to the door of his uncle's house and left him there,
satisfied that the crisis was over. Then I went back to the station
and finished up my calls. How I had the courage and fortitude to do
it, I don't know. Before the day shift came in, before I did a lot of
explaining how Ross had been suddenly taken sick in the stomach and had
to go home, I picked up a crumpled piece of paper from the floor, tore
it into little bits, and threw the confetti in a waste paper basket.
I got the news when I went to my room. Norman Ross had committed
suicide at seven o'clock in the morning. That was an hour after I left
him at his door.
* * * * *
I told Hegstrom plain out that I wouldn't work that night shift anymore
for love or money. He said he'd have me transferred but would I stay
one more night until he got a new man? Like a fool, I agreed.
* * * * *
It was three a.m. that next night that I turned the dial to where the
China Station should come in that had failed once. I sat petrified for
five seconds while I listened to a muffled voice that spoke in hisses
and sharp consonants.
Then I tore the earphones off my head, smashed them against the panel
with all my strength, and dashed out of the room. I remembered seeing
the other operator--the one who had taken my calls--popping his eyes
out. Then I was out in the cool air, panting like I had been running
for hours.
* * * * *
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