Whether he recognised her she did not know, did not want to know just
yet. For she needed a minute or two to reckon with the position. It was
so wholly unexpected. It affected her more deeply than she could have
anticipated. Not without amusement she realised that she had never,
heretofore, quite believed in him as an ordinary mortal, who ate and
drank, went to plays, had relations with human beings other than
herself, and conducted himself generally on the commonplace lines of
modern humanity. Therefore to see him under existing circumstances was,
in a sense, a shock to her. She did not like it. Absurd and
unreasonable though it undoubtedly was to feel it so, yet his presence
here struck her as in a way unseemly, derogatory. She had never thought
of him in this connection, and it took a little time to get accustom to
this aspect of him. Then she discovered, with half-humorous annoyance,
that she was called upon to get accustomed to something else as
well--namely, to her memories of the past month since she parted from
him. For it was undeniable that the said memories took on a queer
enough complexion in the light of this sudden encounter with Dominic
Iglesias. If an hour ago they had been unsatisfactory, now they were
very near odious. And that seemed hardly fair. Poppy turned wicked.
"For what's the worry, after all?" she asked herself. "Why on earth am
I either disappointed or penitent? Is he no better than the rest of us,
or am I no worse? And with what am I quarrelling, in any case--his
being less of a saint, or I less of a sinner than I'd been pleased to
imagine? I'm sure I don't know."
Instinctively her eyes sought that kindly worlding, Lord Fallowfeild.
With him at least, as she reflected, one knew exactly where one was,
since his feet were always very much upon the floor. But here again
discomfiture, alas! awaited her. For another person, and evidently a
welcome one, had joined that pleasant little party. Standing beside the
large and gentle lady, speaking quickly, gaily, his face keen and
eager, she beheld Alaric Barking. Lord Fallowfeild, smiling, patted the
young man affectionately on the shoulder. And then, with a shudder of
pain gnawing right through her, Poppy St. John, glancing at the
graceful white-clad maiden, understood of whose coming this one had
been so sweetly and gladly expectant.
To the strong there is something exhilarating in all certainty, even
certainty of disaster. And it was very characteristic of Poppy that at
this juncture no cry came to her lips, no sob to her throat. She
shuddered that once, it is true. But then, setting her teeth, the whole
daring of her nature rose to the situation, as a high-mettled horse
rises to a heavy fence. What lay on the other side of that fence she
did not know as yet, nor did she stop to consider. Desperate though it
looked, she took it gallantly without fuss or funking.
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